new beginnings to the end:
" i love you too but i can't go back, it's too much, i just keep letting everyone down, it just, i just, i can't"
moving to L.A. to get away from her abusive mother, mothers disgusting boyfriends, pitiful past and to forgo...
I finally got up, my legs trembling and slowly went into the shower, almost tripping every step of the way. When i got into the shower i washed my body and hair, then i went to step out of the shower, my legs gave way, making a loud sound, leaving me of the floor of the bathroom. Nick burst into the room in, i quickly grabbed my towel trying to cover up
Nick: woah Y/N are you okay, what happened
Y/N: I'm fine, my legs gave away the i stepped out of the shower
Nick: sorry that's my fault
Y/N: you cant help that your dick's big
We laughed as Nick helped me up and we walked to the bedroom. He went over to my suitcase getting some under and a pair of shorts for me, he then went over to his closet and walked out with a oversized hoodie for me to wear. He put them on the bed, and stood there looking at me
Y/N: Teddy Bear? Can you turn around?
Nick: okaaay
He turned around and i began to change into
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(without the shirt)
When i finished getting changed i look up to see Nick starting at me
Y/N: How long have you been looking ?
Nick: Since the towel came off
Y/N: NICKY, i told you to look away
Nick: i did, but i turned around after
Y/N: that means you saw me naked again, i probably looked disgusting
Nick: no you looked gorgeous
Y/N: dont lie Nicky
Nick: i'm not i promise
Y/N: I don't believe you at all
Nick: you should
I giggled a bit and waited as he got into the shower. He came out in just a towel, he went over to his drawers, picked out some boxers, shorts and a shirt, he went back into the bathroom and came out a couple minuets later wearing the clothes he chose.
We wen't downstairs to find something to eat. We went downstairs and headed towards the kitchen, when we saw Calvin, Michael and Thomas, i just ignored them going to the pantry to find some food while Nick talked to them. I get some Poptarts and Cheetos and go over to Nick and the boy's
Michael: sounds like you two had fun
I looked at Nick and asked
Y/N: what do you mean?
Thomas: are you kidding the whole house heard you
Y/N: fuck sake
Calvin: you only just met each other two days ago and you're already fucking
