Pac
"Baby do you need anything from the store?" Today was the day we were going to the doctors to find out the gender of the baby and I couldn't be more excited.
"No I'm just ready to go." For the last three weeks Janet hasn't been feeling good at all emotionally or health wise. If she's not sleeping she's either crying or laying in the dark somewhere. I've been trying to be there the best I can but she won't tell me anything.
"Well baby your appointment isn't until three and it's twelve now."
"I know I'm gonna go take a nap until then." She got up off the couch and started walking towards the steps.
"Baby you need to get out of the house come with me, please?"
"I can't Amaru, I'm sorry." I could tell she was crying when she said it but I had no clue as to why she was crying.
"Amaru? Baby somethings really wrong you don't ever call me that."
"Just go... please. Just be back by two fifteen." I watched her walk up the stairs and didn't move until I heard our bedroom door close.
I walked out to the car and sat there for a minute trying to figure out where the hell I was going to go. In a blink of an eye I found myself at Toni's house. I know I shouldn't be here but I just need to talk to someone.
I didn't have the key anymore so I had to knock it took her a minute to get to the door but when she did she couldn't help but smile as soon as she saw it was me.
"What brings you here?" She asked stepping aside allowing me to come in. "I just need someone to talk to honestly."
"What about your wife why can't you talk to her?"
"It's about my wife." She rolled her eyes and walked into the kitchen and I followed.
"Speak."
"Well she hasn't been Janet for almost a month now and I'm starting to get worried about her. It's just I don't know how to help her and make her feel better."
"Oh so that means she ain't been having it up huh?" When she said that my face scrunched up immediately. "What? Toni that's not even the problem okay?"
"Seems like it is to me." She sat he coffee mug down and walked behind me. "You're so tense you need to loosen up."
"Toni no look I thought I could come here and you could give me some advice but I guess not." I tried to get up and leave but she pushed me back down.
"Okay here's some advice." She walked from behind me and stood in front of me smirking.
I knew exactly what she was trying to do, "Toni no okay? I'm trying to get some real help her-" I got cut off because she took all of me in her mouth in one swift motion.
"Shit... T stop."
Janet
9:42 pm
Enraged was a fucking understatement. Pac has been gone for hours and to top it all off he missed my appointment he promised he would be at. If he thought I was acting strange before I'm back now. He wants Janet oh he'll get Janet.
"Ouu I'm going to fuck him up!" I was laying down in the bed when I heard the front door open. I didn't rush downstairs like I usually would've done, I let his ass come to me.
"Janet?" I'm not gonna answer your ass so you should just shut the fuck up and look for me.
"Janet? Baby, where are you?" He walked into the bedroom and jumped as soon as he saw me.
"Damn Jay you scared me! I got you some flowers." Is her stupid or is he dumb? Flowers is all you have to give me after standing me up today? How about an apology or an explanation!
"I don't get a thank you?"
"Bitch please." Was all I could say, I rolled my eyes and turned to look out the window.
"Bitch? What did I tell you about calling me that, you need to watch your mouth Janet."
"Oh I know you not getting mad at me."
"Yeah I am, I told you about talking to me like that." I couldn't help but laugh at him. "You think this shit funny Janet?"
"Yes I do because we should be the ones with an attitude."
"We?"
"Yes we you ass! Where were you today?"
"Huh?" I stood up and walked over to him. "If you can huh you can fucking hear! Where were you today? You were supposed to be back home by two fifteen to find out about your child."
"Oh shit I lost track of time."
"You did more then lose track of time you lost your fucking mind! Today was supposed to be special but yet again we're put on the back burner."
"What are you talking about Jan?"
"It's Janet please finish my name when addressing me. I think.... I think you should leave." I couldn't stand to look at him anymore he was literally making me sick.
"Leave? Just because I missed an appointment? Janet I'm sorry I'll make it up to you it'll be more for me to go to!" I walked towards the hallway and he followed behind me.
"It wasn't just any appointment! It was the appointment we got to find out- I'm sorry I got to find out the gender of our first child." I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen.
"Baby I'm sorry... come on I don't have to go!"
"It seems to me you already have one foot in this door and the other in someone else's door."
"I don't Janet I'm fully committed to you and my son or daughter I'm not going anywhere, you two are all I've ever wanted and all I'll ever need."
"I can't tell."
"Baby let me make it up to you give me one more chance." As much as I wanted to give into I couldn't allow him to keep treating me like shit. "Janet say something please."
"I hate and love the way you make me feel, I love you, you know that... shit everyone knows that! But I love my self more and I can't keep getting treated like shit. My daughter can't grow up in a home where her dad doesn't know how to treat and respect women."
"Daughter! We're having a girl!" He asked coming closer to me making me put my hand against his chest.
"I need time."
"You can have all the time you need just don't make me go." He grabbed my arm and forced me into a loving hug and continuously kept kissing my forehead.
"I love you baby." He whispered in my ear.
"Well if you love me then let me go."
