20 dead hope

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(Nightmares pov)

Everything was black darkness consumed me I'm here way to much the last thing I saw was crosses worried face I don't wanna see him sad I want him happy  but I guess all good things can come to an end  I don't wanna die and leave cross . And I still haven't had the baby and if I die that would break crosses heart even more that he lost his two loved ones

I couldn't tell if I was sleeping or not All I saw was black but I could feel and hear I was on something soft a bed but there where things on me so was I at an infirmary. I heard a door open and close  someone is here they swam over . What are they doing are they going to hurt me! Please no I'm in so much pain already
"I'm......so..so..sorry....baby" someone spoke
That voice was calm,kind and soothing.....cross it's cross  something warm help my hand gently
No no it's not your fault love. It's mine I should have stayed with you....don't be sorry... I wish I could say that to him but my body felt num I need to let him know Me and the baby are ok.

....his hand that's it I used all my strength to weakly squeeze his hand. Please baby where ok
I felt him squeeze back "I..love you..so..so....much.. nighty" cross spoke....I love you too cross
He spoke something els but I couldn't make it all out "sorry....th- happened" I don't know what he meant but don't be sorry I was the one that went out not you. oh cross....don't put this on your self

(Crosses pov)

I was with nightmare for a little bit still hand in hand. I don't wanna loose the baby or nightmare it would be to Much for me to take
A nurse came in and told me that ink wanted to see me I nodded and let go of nightmares hand and swam to the throne room to meet ink

Ink was there waiting for me I swam in and bowed ink swam to me and put a hand on my shoulder I looked up at him "yes ink" I spoke a little nervous about this whole thing. "I just wanted to tell you I sent out a letter to nightmares brother dream he should be here in three days" ink said in his usual tone I nodded "oh and cross.....we are going to do everything we can to help nightmare" this caught me off guard but I nodded again "thank you ink for everything" "it's what allies are for" ink responded with a smile in witch I returned

I swam back to my room thinking on what I should do I looked out the window to see a sea garden with a bunch of flowers I smiled and swam down to take a look there where roses and all different types of flowers but one one of those roses was the perfect rose It was a black rose with blue and purple speckles but the best parting that there where some spots on the flower that glowed in blue or purple it was Beautiful I picked it and swam back to my room I decided to bring it to nightmare so when I got to the infirmary I saw The little table next to his bed and placed the rose down I looked at him for a little bit but then I realized there was two soul monitors Im Guessing one for nightmare and the other for the baby I swam over to nightmare and gently touched nightmares stomach seeing the soul that was our little baby....

I left the room to let nightmare rest I also needed to sleep so I slowly swam to my room and layed on the bed covering my self in some blankets I shifted and dozed of to a dreamless sleep once again

( nightmares pov)

I felt crosses hand slip off of mine after a nurse told cross ink needed him I didn't want cross to leave but I couldn't do anything about it really I believe the nurse swam over to do something I heard her bring something over to me she attached something to my stomach and the. I heard a soul beat. It must me a soul monitor for the baby I'm at 7 months me and cross found out it was a girl at 5 months. It was the happiest. Day of our lives. Now I don't know but hearing our daughters soul beat was amazing it was special and unique the nurse left and a little after they did someone else came in I felt a hand on my stomach it was warm and gentle looks like cross came back but he left again I bet it dark outside so he has to get some sleep witch I hope he dose I don't want him to loose sleep because of me or how stressed He. is I love him to much

I love him and
He loves me

















In a world full of light and hope  can die by a single touch of death in the night 

That's what we call dead hope - littlekiwifanfics

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