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SOME SPEND HOURS A DAY TRAINING . . .
TRAINING FOR SOMETHING THAT AS THE YEARS GO BY SEEMS HOPELESS AT TIMES . . .
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SO WHY KEEP GOING ?
??? :: I honestly don't know why I've kept going all these years. My debut has been delayed so many times, i can't even keep count.
??? :: My company keeps telling me that I need to improve to debut, but i've been doing that for 4 years now. Am I really improving at all?
??? :: Everyone tells me I should've just given up a long time ago and pursued a better career. If I'm being honest, when people say things like that, I feel really down. I want to prove them otherwise. I want to show them Ican do this.
DESPITE THEIR UNSURE FEELINGS , THEY CONTINUE TRAINING EVEN AMIDST THE STRUGGLES
??? :: Throughout the years, all of my friends have debuted. On the outside, I try to be supportive of them, but on the inside, I feel a variety of emotions like jealousy and unworthiness.
??? :: Sometimes I feel like my company accepted me just for my visuals. Maybe I should just become a model instead.
??? :: I'm pretty sure my company has given up on me . . . No, I'm pretty sure i've given up on me.
