splendor 》poetry

𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦

i think i should disaffiliate
i think i've got a bellyache
i dont know to love or to hate
i'm drowning in my lake of pain

you were the stint in my heart
now we're about a thousand miles apart
i wish i could erase the memories
you're as natural as one, two, and three

but you loved me too painfully
you destroyed me and kept me too blind to see
just how malicious was your intent
your love was not sweet; it was violent

i'm growing tired of being sad
you were the shield in which my heart was clad
now im exposed and im all alone
i cannot stop checking my phone

but i know that you are really gone
i don't know what to think or what to do
you were the parasite all along
now ive got to cut you out and make do without you