Every tear I cry,
Every time I lie,
Makes me sick
An illusion or maybe a trick?
You can clearly see that I’m not okay
Sometimes I feel like a stray
It makes me want to disappear
You can’t even see my expression of fear
You can’t see my discomfort around others
You just have to wait and discover
So don’t tell me,
That you know me,
Better than I know who I am
Truth be told that I do this as a sham
Truth be told that I hide behind a mask
Truth be told that my happy endings never lasts
You say,
You replay,
That you know all my priceless expressions
That you have a hold of my priceless possessions
I say,
I may,
That you only know the protected me
Please,
Just let me be
I keep it to myself and I don’t like to share it
Just hide the truth and burn it
Every time,
Every crime,
I hide my tears and I don’t falter
I don’t need to cry on a shoulder
Every time I side,
Every time I hide,
In fear, I don’t break
But the feeling is like an earthquake
I let the damage be done
I hide my courage behind the sun
I let the dam stay strong filled with my tears,
Letting it fill over the years
Can’t breathe is my one way ticket to heaven
No more depression
Hell is where I live at the moment
I get beaten from my opponent
Everything I do is whipped into proportion
Everything has a warning saying ‘caution’
Fitting in is a lot harder than being different
No one here is deliberate
Being noticed for the good is even hard
Being the golden is a story that’s perfect like a shard
Being notice for the bad is a whole new story
You have to find the right one to get the glory
Sulking… doesn’t give me power
Thinking… only makes me cry even harder
Existing… doesn’t give me life
Moving… doesn’t do any good it just bring back strife
Holding… tight is not as easy as it seems
Talking… sometimes hide what the words really mean
Writing a journal brings back more tears
Erasing the memory to make it clear
The amount I cry I could be mistaken as a waterfall
Don’t care as I stand there tall
Eyes are watering like it’s the end of the world
Secrets waiting to be unfurled
Mix emotions pooling into a dump
A road to ride with rigid bumps
My feelings doesn’t even total or complete
Better to put on a show than to repeat
Better to cry than be forgotten
Plant a flower and wait for it to blossom
Standing at attention ready for the fight
Standing at attention ready to see the light
The fight that always comes my way
The light that comes on the right day
Getting it over and done with to send me on my away
The fight when I shrink into nothing
Goodbye, my time is coming
Every time I cry
Every time I’m shy
Every time I lie
Every time I sigh
Every time I hide
Every time I side
Every time I collide
Every time I decide
Every time I feel isolated
Every time I feel neglected
Every time I’m mistreated
I’ve always been defeated
Every time…
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Painful Cries at Night (Poems)
PoetryHere are some Poems that I've made for people who feels like their on their own. Everyone's beautiful and you shouldn't live your life in fear. I hope you enjoy them! xx COMMENT, VOTE and FAN if you like them please!!