Painful Cries at Night (Poems)

I've Hidden in the Dark too Long

I've hidden in the dark too long

Should I stay or should I move on?

Should I see the sun and the people?

Or did I lose them like a haystack and a needle?

I've hidden in the dark too long

I don't even know if i still belong

I don't even know if this is life or just a game

Should I ready myself and take aim?

I've hidden in the dark too long

I don't even know if I should gamble my life

Or should I just get on a plane and take flight?

I don't know if I should play it or let the expert have a go

Should I let them run my life and turn it into a show?

I've hidden in the dark too long

I've hidden myself away from everyone

I've hidden myself and didn't finish what I have begun

I ran away from my problems

I skipped the steps that was written on the columns

I've hidden in the dark too long

I don't even know what's right and what's wrong

I don't even know if I'm heading to the right path

Is it normal to feel everyone's wrath?

I've hidden in the dark too long

I don't even recognize myself

I've stayed too long like those untouched books on a shelf

I have to find a way for me to recover

I didn't hide to suffer

I've hidden in the dark too long

Tell me can I still make it?

Can I still fake it?

Can i return and live again?

Or is it impossible for me to be humane?

I've hidden in the dark too long

Please lie with me and sing me a song

I need a lullaby to drift me away

I need my soul to stay

I have hidden in the dark too long!