Painful Cries at Night (Poems)

I am those types of girls...

I hope that you'll like it:

I am a girl who isn't that pretty,

No one sees me as the one who is witty,

I change the way I look,

But people seem to read me as easily as a book.

I cry at night at why people doesn't feel my pain,

My close friends all think that I've gone insane,

They think that I don't need to change,

They find it all weird and strange.

I can't change on what I've now become,

It's more difficult than a mathematical sum,

I am not those girls who are beautiful,

I am now those girls who are incontrollable.

I'm more confident on the things that I do,

But I didn't mean to hurt you,

I didn't mean the words that I have said,

I would take back everything that I've covered in red.

I never knew that I would become a monster,

I never knew that I would become the disaster,

I never knew I'll become those types of girls,

Those type of girls who rule the hall and is covered in riches and pearls.

I am merely poor,

But I know that there will be another open door,

I am those types of girls who wish that they can change their reputation,

So that I could hide in the entire situation.

I am those types of girls who wishes and dreams,

I am those types of girls who changes in the most extremes,

I am those types of girls who will always be in the shadow,

I am those types of girls who will always learn and follow.