BTS YOONGI FF : LOST IN TIME

Chapter 1 : How did we end up like this ?

Chapter 1 : How did we end up like this ?

Authors' POV : FLASHBACK

It's been years since you and yoongi are living together but he never ask you if you want to marry him , but he always makes you feel safe and loved at the same time he is a caring person especially when it comes to you , your families are really close that's why you ended up being together since you're a child.

Y/N: /cooking breakfast //
Yoongi : // slides his hands in your waist // hi bae good morning // kisses your cheeks//
Y/N : // smiles // hi bae ~ I'll be done cooking soon you should wait for me in the table.
Yoongi : Oh ~ bae I have to tell you something later okay ?
Y/N : sure bae ~

Author:
Upon living happily together Y/N doesn't know about something that will hurt her for her entire life , a secret that yoongi's has been keeping for a long time since the day they became a couple.

// both eating at the dinning table //

Yoongi : Bae remember Ri hae ? our friend from seoul ?
Y/n : yes ? why ?
Yoongi : I want to ask your permission , she will be in a one week vacation here in daegu , is it okay if I tour her? She said she will pay me for being a tour guide
// he smile//
Y/n : sure bae no problem // I smiled at him

end of flashback

Y/N POV :

I still remember the time when yoongi ask me about that permission , I never thought its the same time he was having a relationship with her . I'm hurt so much and its been a year now , I never told yoongi that I know everything that I know that he is cheating on me.

Y/N FLASHBACK :

//phone rings //

I opened my phone , and answered the call but before I could even say a word .

RiHae: yoongi , when will you broke up with her?

Yoongi : I don't know Rihae , I'm waiting for the right time , beside don't be jealous I won't marry her anyways because you knew that I love you right.

// I broke down in the floor // hearing those words are like knifes that keeps stabbing me on my chest I was so hurt // I turned off my phone //

end of flashback.




Y/N POV :

Y/N : I really can't take this pain anymore // walking on the streets//
//crying so hard //
how did we end up like this yoongi ? // fell on the ground //
I can't feel my body anymore // blurry eyes // why am I feeling like this

// people are swarming up on me //

Lady : YAH ! CALL AN AMBULANCE SHE NEEDS HELP
Guy: hurry up lets help her.
Y/N: I can't speak but I can hear them // someone lifted me up //

TIME SKIPS :

Author;

She was hit by a car and she didn't know what really happen , the people from the hospital calls her brother and yoongi to tell them what happen.

Yoongi's POV :

after I receive that call from the hopsital that Y/N got in an accident I rushed over and left Rihae on the cafe we are dining in.
After sometime a while I didn't realized I was crying while I am driving .
I realized that in any moment my bestfriend , my best girl, my first love can leave me anytime soon , but I kept thinking positive things. I arrived at the hospital an saw y/N brother.

Yoongi : Jae Eun -Hyung ! what happen to her // sobbing so hard // where is she ?
Jae Eun : she is in the emergency room // he hugs me // they said she is in critical condition .
yoongi : // fell down on the floor// why ! why Y/N got in that accident.

After sometime the doctor came out~

Doctor : She will be fine but I have to say this , it will depend on her if she wants to wake up or not.
Yoongi : what do you mean !/ I yelled // SHE WILL WAKE UP !!

I rushed inside to her room and held her hand , I feel broke when she is not looking at me , when I cant see her beautiful smile , I can't see her loving eyes.

Yoongi : Y/N wake up now please , im right her.

And then suddenly :she moves her eyes slowly waking up

yoongi : 'ill call a doctor // she held my hand //

Y/N : no , just stay with me yoongi.

// I held her hand and is started crying //

Y/N : yoongi , I love you so much // she smiles at me // I will miss you
yoongi : what are you talking about ?

// she closes her eyes and her heart beat stops //
// calls Jae Eun and the doctors //

I never thought that I would see her lifeless and the doctors and nurses are swarming up on her reviving her lifeless body .

Jae Eun : yoongi , she will be fine my sister is strong you know that right
// jae eun is hugging me so tight //
yoongi : I , I can't lose her , I don't want to lose her

Doctor : time of death : 2:47am

after hearing that my whole world collapses ,my dear y/n is gone

I was so furious I grabbed the doctors collar :
Yoongi : MY Y/N IS NOT DEAD !! SHE CANT BE DEAD !!

I rushed to her and hold her hand " BAE WAKE UP !PLEASE WAKE UP DON'T LEAVE ME I NEED YOU , I'M SORRY PLEASE WAKE UP"

Jae Eun Grabbed me and forced me to let go of Y/N hands.

TIME SKIP :

Author:

at the funeral yoongi was no where to be found and he didn't also went to the funeral not even once. Instead he was at their apartment looking at Y/N pictures in their shared room :

yoongi : Y/N why did you leave me so early ? Is this my karma for cheating on you?

Suddenly he saw Y/N Diary.