Silence is Beauty (boyxboy)

Chapter 7

Cameron's POV

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It's been about three weeks since the incident with Ky and he's been avoiding and ignoring me since.

I don't blame him.

That was a dumb thing to do, I shouldn't have.

I just..couldn't help myself.

He was right there and he actually looked happy and like he was having fun, and I ruined it.

Now, he's back to the way he was when I first met him, ignoring people, being alone, always writing in that damn journal of his.

That journal...

You have no idea how curious I am to know what else he writes in that.

Poetry? Stories? Is it like a diary?

I sigh.

I miss him.

He was my only friend and now he won't even let me near him.

So here I am.

Across the lunch room.

Staring at him.

He's sitting alone at the table we used to sit at together, he's hardly eating and is writing up a storm in his journal.

He hasn't even looked up since he's sat down.

I know, I know.

I'm a fucking creeper.

I don't care, I love him.

I have the right to-

.....

Wait, wait, wait..

Do I love him?

I know I've been falling for him, but do I really love him?..

Yes.

Yes, I do.

I've never felt this way about anyone before, especially to the point where I'm practically stalking the person.

I just wish he'd accept my apology and we could just go back to the way it was before.

I'd rather be just friends than nothing at all..

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Kyler's POV

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He's looking at me.

I know he is.

I don't even have to look up, I feel his eyes on me.

Three weeks ago he kissed me.

Three weeks ago I started acting like I never knew him.

Three weeks ago I started missing him..

I hate it.

I don't need people.

I'm independent.

I'm the kid in the back corner who nobody knows.

I like being unnoticed, I don't strain for attention like everyone else.

But..

I miss...

His attention.

I miss his smile.

I miss his laugh.

I miss how he was always able to make me smile even if it was annoying.

I miss,