*beeep* *beeep* billies phone rings
she growns and rolls over to get her phone from her table next to her bed
it's currently 6:30 am . she checks who it is *tj* "man" she picks up "tj what you wa-"
"hi billies it's tj moms...tj" billie sits up and hears his mom starts to cry "yes..?" billie tells her "tj...tried to take his life and i'm at the doctors right now" "no one answers me i need somone " billies eyes open wideeee open
billie
holy fuck, "what doctor i'll head over there in an hour " she tells tjs mom
"*some hospital* " "ok thank you i'll be there in less than an hour " i hang up and run my hands over my face . "tj why would you do that" i feel my eyes start to water . but i hold back i have to be strong. for his mom and for him. (his name is darrell but we call him tj bc he's been called that since he was a baby)
i get out of bed and grab some clothes and my bra and underwear. just some black sweats and a gray hoodie. i head to the shower and start to wash my body. while washing my body i think of tj.
when he called me that night...was he thinking of me when he did it? was it my falut? i start to shake and cry
brandon
some type of feeling hit me and i just been up since 4 in the morning. i wanna text billie but for what literally for what. she not even up probably i tell myself and realize it's sunday witch means she ain't working. i think ab it and text when anyways so when she wakes up she'll prob text back.
"yo wanna hang?"
billie
my phone rings and i jump bc of how sad i was. i ingore and keep washing my body. all i can think ab is why he did it?why was i so rude to him before?
flashback
oct 2017
(they were together )
"TJ fucking STOP leave me alone " i push him off of me and he frowns "sorry.." he leaves me alone . finally he hella annoying.
june 2 2018
"i'm here right so stop saying i don't love you" i conform tj "you always pissed at me " "i always gotta do sum to make you mad even if it's to show you love " tj tells billie
dec 25. 2017
"babyyy" tj kisses my check and shit. "mm?" i smile "i got u something"
"and that is?" i question him . he pulls out a box and i grab it and open it. "aw baby it's perfect" it's a necklace
now
billie
i remeber that necklace and touch my neck and feel it on me since i never took it off. and that christmas i never got him anything. nothing.
