billie
i wake up and i see brandon's not here.. i sigh but see his phone and smile . i put my tank top and slik shorts on and walk to the kitchen and see him cooking .
"oh wowww" "brandon adams making food?" i laugh and walk to him streaching moaning out
he laughs and i rub his shoulders "last night was great q" i say and keep rubbing his back and shoulders
he smiles and kisses my lips and i kiss back
soon my mom walks out and comes to us
"had a good night huh?" she says and laughs and sits in the couch
"maaa" i say and go to her "mom shhh how did you-"
"i woke up you scream to loud billie!"
"haha true!" que shouts
i then feel a dizzy type thing it just hits me and then i feel like wanting to throw tf up so i run to the battroom and puke .
brandon comes in and ties my hair up and then i keep throwing up . i stand up and then wash my face
"fuck bro i've been like this for weeks man" i say to brandon
he looks at me and then looks down then back at me "you on the pill right?" he asks me
"brandon if you your thinking...no i'm not pregnant i can't be" i say
"billie....um breakfast is ready ight" he says and i nod "i'll be there " i say and he walks out . i look at myself in the mirror and nod "nah i'm not right?"
i sit in my seat in the table and search pregnancy symptoms . and i have all of them....i sigh "ima skip breakfast...ima go to the store i'll be back..brandon please take care of her ok"
"ok bye bye " he tells me and i leave to cvs
brandon
"so brandon....you thinking what i-i'm thinking?" maggie tells me
that's all ive been thinking about and i look up at her "um..that the food is good?" i say and laugh
"no no..billie...baby...pregant??" she says
"what-?no we used protection" i lied and sighed
"mhm" she says and gets up and washes her plate and leaves me there thinking "what if she is pregnant..i barley really know her....fuck what if she got my kid in there???"
billie finally comes back and tells me how was maggie and shit but she runs to the battroom to throw up and then i walk to the battroom door and i lean my ear against the door . i hear unwrapping and a box sound ...then she takes it out and sighs but later on she pees
billie
i'm peeing on the pregnancy test..how the hell do they know if i'm pregnant like this i say to myself lol. i take it out and wait for the lines .
i start to panic it hits me beacuse if i am pregnant i'm having someone's kid who idk if we're even a thing...ohhh and if i tell asap i needa quit bc i'm pregnant he will eat my alive and ima need to find a way to help my mom...to much stress...
5 minutes later
the test comes back and i flip it over and it reads
hi
pregant
i lay my back against the wall and keep staring at my test and start to cry slowly. a kid? a baby? a...little angel? i start to cry and hug my knees "h-how" i cry harder and sniffles come out
then a knock comes in
