please listen to that song
billie pov
i run backstage and hope asap didn't look when i was talking to that guy, i didn't even get his name.
"hey bil u ok?" my friend india ask
"y-yeah.."
aap comes in and all the girls look at him and he yells for everyone to get out and they all do and i start to walk out but he grabs my arm and looks me in the eyes. let me tell u something asap is the guy who runs this whole thing and he picked me bc he's my ex... i know i'm younger than him but age is just a number *hes 27 in this ig*
"asap i'm sorry i know i souldnt of talked to hi-"
he cuts me off "nah i need u to do your first one night only shit"
*that means to have sex with a man yk*
"o-oh uh" "i-"
asap cuts me off with a kiss. i lowkey still have feelings for him but i don't-after what he did to me, he cheated on me and after all that still hit me :(
i kiss back and put my arms around his neck and he starts to kiss my neck,bro i haven't had sex with him in so long. the kiss gets deeper and he puts my legs on his waist(he picks her up) my breathing gets heavier at so dose his. he starts sucking on my neck and i moan out "asap" i moan out
he looks at me and kisses me all sloppy "i-" he sushes me
"asap don't i need to-" he cuts me off again
"billie sush ok you can do it later i haven't had u since we broke up" he keeps attacking my neck
honestly i don't really know how to feel with him rn like he cheated on me bro.
he lays me down on the couch and takes his shirt off and takes my set off and starts attacking my pussy
"i-OH" i moan out
(yk what happens from there )
everyone left and me and asap kept going till 4 in the morning and now we stopped
he puts his shirt on and i sit up and start putting my normal clothes on . i do so and get my bag ,asap looks at me "don't tell ANYONE" he says
"o...okay..." i say and i leave the room
i always loved asap but after this sex we just had it went so fast and he keep going so hard like mad at me idk...ima tell u something me and asap were perfect but he ruined everything and after that i feel sad and mad.
i get a text . wtf right now, i check
***-***-***(ques#)
"hey it's me. brandon" "i wanted to tell you i wanna get to know you, you seem like a sweetheart "
i smile and text back "oh hey it's me billie haha uh and sure we can meet up some time?"
this is so shitty but it's so late rn
