Photo of my life (Jensen X Reader)

Chapter 48

"Are you coming on stage?" Jensen asks me as he enters the green room
"Do you want me to?" I ask him and I kiss him
"I want to spend as much time as I can with you" he says
"Is this one of the concequenses from your close to death experience?" I ask
"Probably. But don't worry because I'm Dean Winchester. I don't die easy" he says and I roll my eyes. He kisses me "What do you say? Are you coming?"
"Sure" I say and he kisses me
"Great" he says and kisses me again.
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"Hi, I'm Jack" a young man says
"I miss my Jack" I say and I pretend to cry "It's actually the first time I'm away from him. First time nobody in a 1300 miles radiant depends on my breasts for survival" I continue. Jensen looks at me and smiles pointing at himself slightly but I shake my head
"You're right. Wow. I haven't noticed that. I should babysit more often" Jensen says and chuckles
"Let's continue Jack" I say and he nods
"Well, my wife recently found out that she is pregnant" he says
"Congratulations" I say
"Good luck" Jensen says and I turn to look at him "I mean congratulations" he corrects himself. We turn back to Jack
"I know it's kinda early but we've already been talking about the birth plan and she told me that she wanted to give birth at home. And we heard that you did that to, so I wanted to ask for an advise" he says
"Is your wife here?" I ask
"Yes, she is sitting in the middle row" he says and I see her waving.

"Ok listen, three things. One research and knowledge. You need to know what is happening that moment inside your body and you need to remember that that exact moment your body, via contractions, and the baby are working together and that they both want the exact same thing. Many people forget about that. Not knowing what is happening in your body leads to fear, fear leads tension and tension leads to pain. That bring me to number two which is relaxation. That's what has to be on your mind during all this time. Just relax. Do things that will take your mind forget about the contractions, the pain--" I say but I get interrupted by Jensen
"She was six centimeters dialeted and she was organising our closet" he says and everybody in the room laughs

"Yeah, that's what helped me take my mind off and relax. And of course that includes the proper breathing techniques. And after relaxing and collecting all that energy, you can use all of it in the pushing part. And the thought that had me on going was that in any second I would hold my baby. The third and most important thing is support. You need someone to be there with you in every step of the way and will motivate you like a cheerleader. Do you hear me Jack?" I ask and he nods
"I happen to have the best supporter, coach and cheerleader that I could have ever asked for. He was asking me if I changed my mind about it probably every minute but aside from that he was the best. And when I held my baby, I forgot everything about the pain. It's that thing you see in the movies that as soon as the mom holds her baby for the first time, she's already in love. To be honest, I wasn't sure if that was real but turns out it is. And with the medical help from our incredible doctor it was the most amazing and magical experience that a woman could ever have" I say.

"And it was an amazing experience for me too. She did something that I thought was impossible and she didn't even think about giving up. She started strong and stayed strong in every step of the way. And I think that what she did was something superhuman and it made me admire her even more. So thank you for that experience" Jensen says and everybody claps including him

"And also with the things I know now, I am basically an expert on labors" he says and I chuckle
"Yeah, Dr Ackles is open for appointments. You should find the business cards in the lobby" I say
"Yeah, yeah, very funny (Y/N)" he says ironically
"Yeah, cause the don't worry because I'm Dean Winchester, I don't die easy was better?" I ask
"Ok, fine" he says "I can't win" he continues
"Thank you for the question Jack and congratulations" I say and we go to the next question.

"Now that you mentioned Jack, I wanted to ask if you met the new actor that will play Jack on the show" the girl asks
"I haven't been on set for the finale so I haven't met him yet" I say
"I have but it was only one scene. I mean he seemed a good kid but the real challenge will be when he has a scene with Jared" Jensen says
"Oh God. That means new target, I haven't thought about that" I say "We won't be able to do a single take" I say and I burry my face in my hands. Jensen nods his head in agreement. "Thank God I'm coming back in January" I say.