Photo of my life (Jensen X Reader)

Chapter 19

I was taking a look around when Jensen walked out of the room closet. He was wearing a tux in which he looked damn hot. "Welcome" he says and smiles
"What is all this?" I ask
"That's what I've been working on for the past few days" he says and walks to me. "I'm sorry I didn't call you. If I did, I wasn't sure if I couldn't spoil anything to you. And I wanted to surprise you" he says
"And you for sure did. Jensen I got so worried that you--"
"I didn't. I'm sorry I got you so worried" he says and we hug
"I can't lose you" I say and I kiss him
"Me neither" he says and kisses me "I heard your voicemail and I'm sorry I made you so worried" he says and rubs my cheek. "So, do you like this?" he asks
"I love it. Did you do this all by yourself?" I ask
"Yes, I wanted you to remember this forever" he says and kisses me.

"When I first saw you in that studio, I was already started to fall in love with you. From the first second. Despite the fact that you were only a bit bitchy and snob at first, I didn't want to stop trying. I couldn't stop thinking about you. When you're name was brought up for a position in the series, I was beyond excited. I couldn't wait to see you again. And when I we met again I kept telling myself don't let her walk away, don't let her walk away, don't let her walk away. That's how I found the nerve to ask you for the first time. Our first date was perfect and when we reached your apartment, I couldn't wait to see you again. I didn't really want to leave you. That's why I kissed you. And everything became even better. I've kissed some girls before but when I kissed you it was like I was kissing a girl for the first time. I forgot everything else and you already had all my attention. And when we went inside... That was a completely new level I didn't know that it even existed. I think that I was in love with you since then. But I was afraid to say it to you because I thought that I was going to scare you. And I did, didn't I?" he asks and chuckles
"To be honest, I'm pretty sure that I was more stressed than you when I suggested that you should meet JJ. I didn't know what I would have done if she didn't like you. But when I saw you and JJ playing together and liking eachother, I thought that I need nothing else to be happy. (Y/N), I want you to be in my life forever. I can't guarantee that there are not going to be tough times. But I promise you that no one will work harder than me to make you happy and cherish. I want you to be the first thing I see when I open my eyes in the morning and the last thing I see before I fall asleep in the night, forever. I want to love you forever. I wnat to love you for every single say of the rest of my life. The question is, do you?" he kneels down on one knee. I gasp and I cover my mouth with my hands
"Jensen..." I whisper. He takes a red velvet box out of his pocket and opens it. Inside there was a beautiful diamond ring with tiny diamonds all around
"(Y/N) (Y/M/N) (Y/L/N), will you marry me?" he finally asks
"Jensen... I..." I try to form words but it's impossible
"Look, if you don't want to it's ok, I can wait--"
"No Jensen. I mean yes"
"What?"
"Yes Jensen, yes, I will marry you" I say and he gets up. I hug him and I start to cry. Jensen pulls away
"Why are you crying?" he asks and chuckles
"Because I'm happy. This is your fault" I say and I point at my crying face. He laughs and puts the ring on my finger.
"Do you like it?" he asks
"I love it. And I love you" I say and I kiss him
"How about we do that thing I promised you back then when we were talking about this bed?" he asks holding me close to his chest
"And much more" I say and he smiles. We kiss and we end up on the bed.