Is it possible to be so stressed and vomit because of it?
Cause I just experienced it.
I'm stressed out because I'm going to school tomorrow to take my A-level results. And I'm not thin enough. I felt like I've gained so much weight when I should be losing it. Ugh.
Also, I ate calamari and I guess, my stomach didn't agree with that.
So, I was woken up around 4:17, in the morning (!), to puke, multiple times, and I have diarrhea attacks. Around 4-5 times. It stopped around 6:30 or something. Idk.
It hurts.
My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my feet hurts from when I sprained it while I'm at work, and my throat hurts. Also, my nose hurts, too. If that's possible.
And I slept until 14:20 and it's 16:23 right now.
I don't wanna get up but I need to get up and weigh myself. See how much I've lost from the "attack".
Fucked up, I know.
Sigh...
I'm one fucked up kid.
I need to get a life.
I really do.
I need to bounce back.
I'm not fully out of the darkness yet.
It's looming, but I tend to laugh in serious situations and I tend to laugh when I'm upset. Also, I tend to ignore problems until it goes away. So, I'll live, I guess.
Sorry if I made you uncomfortable.
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