What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel so weird? I looked up at Nikolas who smiled at me but it looked forced. Everywhere he touched me burned, and I was scared that if he let me go that I might just die. He grabbed my hand in his and pulled me so that I sat on his legs, only to run a hand through my hair. “You’re okay.” He mumbled as he kissed my temple over and over again. And suddenly, it was like my body had a mind of its own and I couldn’t freaking stop myself from grinding against his hips. I couldn’t stop…and it scared me!
Nikolas laughed a little at that and wrapped both of his arms around my back so that he could pull us both down onto the bed. With me on top of him.
He brought one of his hands around the small of my back while he brought the other one trailing down behind my leg. I sit up, so that both of my legs wrapped around each side of his and he pulls me down so that our faces are nearly touching. He brushes his nose against mine for a minute until he brushes my lips with his. It sent a wave of electricity through me but gentle enough to leave me wanting more. His touch was comforting, but not enough…It hurt so badly.
“You’re okay…” He told me, while he put one of his hands on my cheek. I’ve never felt so embarrassed before in my life. I practically tried to jump Nikolas, but I couldn’t help but admit that lying in his arms was the most comfortable that I have been. He was so warm and his scent engulfed me. He ran small circles on my back and I couldn’t help but slump myself down on his chest; looking up at him.
I’m basically straddling him like a slut. But my body was doing most of the work. I couldn’t keep it under control, and Nikolas looked like he was enjoying it. “Lukas…” He whispered, making me frown. I knew it, he never went any farther than this. “Hey, look at me love.” I felt his hand cup my chin and flinched when he nipped it. It felt more like a slap if anything. “You know we can’t do anything yet Lukas.” I flinched and went to move away from him, only to have his arms wrap around my hips and hold me down to him.
He was always like this, Nikolas always started something with me and never ended up finishing it. I bet if I were uncle Logan, he wouldn’t have stopped. “Lukas…” Nikolas called my name out again, but I wasn’t really listening this time. I was too darn angry to. “Hey, what’s wrong?” He asked again, sounding worried. I licked my lips and tried to push myself away from him, but he refused to let me go and just latched onto me. “Let me go!” I yelled at him. Nikolas let out a dry chuckle and rolled his eyes at me.
I hated it when nobody ever takes my feelings seriously, they always have to laugh at me. “Stop laughing at me! I bet it I were uncle Logan you wouldn’t laugh at him!” I gasped and cupped my mouth when Nikolas narrowed his eyes down at me. “What did you just say?” He asked slowly. “I-I said nothing.” I forced out.
“No...repeat what you just said Lukas.” He said sternly, his eyes hardening. I never thought that I would be scared of Nikolas Kamarov until now. But it only left a bigger void in my chest at how defensive he looked when I talked about my uncle like that. I didn’t mean it...but, his reactions just proved to me otherwise. He could still like uncle Logan. A sharp pain hit me in my chest at the thought. I couldn’t bare to look at him now, “look at me Lukas and don’t make me say it twice.” He said through clenched teeth. Yup, this wolf was definitely mad at me now. He didn’t even need to say it, his eyes said it all. I gulped, I couldn’t even look at him much less talk to him.
“How could you say something like that?” He breathed as he traced one of his fingers around my eye. I didn’t even realize that I was crying when he wiped away one of my tears. And I really wished he didn’t do that, because the more he wiped them away the more they came flowing. Nikolas’ eyes began to soften, “don’t you know how much I love you?” He breathed. I shook my head, he always had it easy. Nikolas...is a strong, and handsome beta he could easily win over anybody. But unlike him, I was nothing to be jealous over. There wasn’t anything to be jealous about.
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Rogue(boyxboy)
Werewolf(Book 3) Lukas hates being the runt of the pack. His brothers always take advantage of him when all he wants is to feel like a part of the family. He's desperate for someone to understand him, and for companionship. Little does he know that a certa...
