Crush

realization

There is no happily ever after.

And I think that crushes are meant to stay forever.

Just the same way the say about family.

They weren't made to leave but are made to scar us for eternity.

Just like scars, they'll fade away.

But they'll come back to you one day.

Crushing. Slowly torturing you while they enjoy your suffering.

Especially when you think everything is finally changing.

There is no end in loving.

There is no end in living.

You can't escape life even with a fight.

It'll hunt you down and bring you back, to this sorrowful night.

As I lay here thinking, how nice would it be if I could end this suffering.

Before I realise, there's no stop to feeling so there is no ending this eternal torturing.

I shall leave it as it is and won't there to fix it as there is nothing to fix.

And wait for the day where everything will just mix.

(This poem is so bad. i cringe while reading it. anyway would love to hear your thought as this is the first time i actually written such a thing.)

(22/11/14)

The End. Well, not sure but I'm determine to stop here.