A/N: helloo guys finally i am back and your wait is over i am really very very sorry for my long absence but there is so much pressure of sports,school anyway enjoy:)
"Uh-huh J-Jace we um we actually- "You dont need to explain i get it"
he says it with a smirk, right now i feel so embrassed OH MY GOD I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT KISSING JAKE BY NONE OTHER THEN CLARY'S BOYFRIEND shit! "Earth to Jem Earth to Jem" Jake says "Let's go back to our room come on"
An hour later
As we enter our room i go straight to the washroom for a shower and to ponder over what happened in the gardens. I take off all my clothes and stand under the water the kiss in the gardens it was nice and i still remember the softness of his lips on mine Do i like him? I dont know i am reallly confused he seems nice enough but i am still not ready for sumone in my life right now years of soltitude i guess. Also my fear i cant bear to see the number in his eyes i cant carry this weight of knowing his death date or his last day in this world.
