Learn To Love Again - Nathan Sykes Love Story

Chapter 5 - "Life make no sense"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."

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 Nathan's P.O.V

Two days.

Two days since I saw Charlotte running away from me. Again.

I went to search for her but I couldn't find her anywhere.

I'm so worried.

I feel like this is all my fault.

Now I'm all alone in this house.

I called the police to search for her.

But still no answers.

I can't stay like this anymore.

I need to find her.

I'm going to find her.

Charlotte's P.O.V 

I had my arms around my knees.

Sitting in the edge of my bed.

A drop was running down my window.

The sound of the rain was relaxing me.

I was looking outside the window.

My mind was blank.

I could clearly hear my heart beating.

The feel of my warm breath on my skin was sending me chills because I was cold.

I only have put on some pants with a simple t-shirt.

But I was to busy in another world, to bother on cover myself with a blanket.

I don't even care if I get sick.

Life make no sense.

I just wan't to end with this.

Be happy again.

But how can I be happy if all the cut I had are open again.

There's nothing that can close them again.

I just want to dissappear.

Nathan's P.O.V

All the pain in my heart.

I feel so guilty.

I want her here. Even if she's mad at me. I just... want to know that she's safe here.... with me. 

I went downstairs.

I was just walking around with my hands in my pockets.

I had my hair all messy.

I wonder... where is she? is she ok? she's cold? she's hungry? she's safe? she's hurt?

What a question is that... Of course she's hurt. And all because of me...

I stopped walking when I saw a big room.

All the white walls had big windows.

And in the middle of it, there was a piano.

I walked in and went close to the piano.

I ran my fingertips over the keyboards.

I sat down and started playing.

Then I started to sing...

Everything I say right now 

Is gonna be use in another fight 

And I've been through this so many times 

Can we just change the subject

You gonna start asking me questions like: 

"Was she attractive? Was she an actress?" 

Baby the fact is 

You're hearing rumours about me 

And saw some pictures online 

Saying things, got you so angry 

Making you wish you were mine 

I won't deny what they saying 

Because most of it is true 

But it was all before I fell for you 

Before we start talking crazy

Saying some things we'll regret

Can we just slow it down and press reset 

Then I feel some tears running down my cheeks.

If only I could say the truth...

I just want Charlotte back

Charlotte's P.O.V

I was tired of walking.

I was all wet from the rain.

It was so cold.

I was walking down the street not caring if there were cars passing by.

Some people yelling at me from their cars "Are you crazy?! You want to die?!"

After some minutes it wasn't just rain.

It was a storm, with thunders and wind.

Everything was blurry.

I just remember a guy who I could barely see.

He was holding me tight.

I couldn't feel my body.

The last words I heard were "Someone call an ambulance!"

And then... everything went dark. 

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A/N:

Hello there. I hope you liked this chapter!

Just to clear: The part where Nathan sings, the song is "Don't Judge Me - Chris Brown"

I just changed and added some words  so it could make sense with the story:)