"you're what?" jake yelled.
"in love with s-" corey tried to say but colby cut him off.
"shut up he doesn't know and it's not a big fucking deal!"
they sat in silence all having there own thoughts.
colby made sams food and then brought it up to him.
colby knocked on the door getting a, "come in."
colby walked in the door and handed sam his food.
"thanks." he said.
colby smiled and sat next to sam in bed.
"hey what were y'all yelling about?" sam asked.
"nothing. it's not a big deal sam." colbys cheeks got red and he turned away from sam.
sam brushed it off and began to eat. he took small slow bites until he felt like throwing up.
"i can eat it anymore colbs." sam said.
colby took the plate from him.
"i'll take this downstairs. i'm proud of you." colby said getting out of bed and leaving the room.
sam laid down and his voices stared to talk.
pathetic.
you can't even eat.
sam plugged his ears but it doesn't help with things in his head.
"whatever." sam gave up.
he let them continue talking.
ugly
worthless
underweight
usele-
the voices stopped when colby entered the room.
"hey i think we should quit." colby said sitting on the bed.
"quit what?" sam asked.
"youtube."
"colby we can't quit we have fans." sam crossed his arms.
youtube was the only place people loved sam.
"well we at least need a break. can we agree on that?" colby asked sympathetically.
"yeah. i guess we need it." sam said.
colby smiled and went to get the camera while sam tried to look his best.
when colby came back in he smiled at sam in his never normal hoodie and jeans.
sam stood in the middle of his room waiting for the camera to start rolling.
colby stood with sam.
"hey it's sam and colby." sam faked a smile.
"today's video is pretty serious." colby said.
sam followed by saying, "me and colby have to take a break for a little while for our mental health and i really hope you all understand."
"sam and i arnt sure when we'll be back but we know that we'll return someday."
"as of now, we love you and we're going to miss you."
"goodbye i love you." colby said.
they ended the video there and soon edited it and posted it.
they received both positive and negative comments.
sam and colby laid in the room together not talking until colby spoke, "i'm going out to the store. wanna come?" he asked
sam shook his head no.
colby smiled and left the room and minutes late left the house.
"hey sam!" corey yelled from the stairs.
he then came up to sams room and invite himself in.
"hey man how's it going." corey said and sat down in sams chair.
"terrible i'm in love with my best friend who's straight." sam blurted then realizing what he said.
"fuck, don't tell colby. don't tell anyone. i didn't mean to say that!" sam said jumping up from his bed.
corey was in total shock.
"sam. i have a secret to tell you."
