In Your Eyes I'm Home.

who am i kidding.

Hizashi's POV

I've been broken my whole life. I cant feel anything. I'm just numb, and I hate it. My whole life, has been fake.

Filled with fake laughter, fake tears, fake anger. I'm so tired of it, the only reason I haven't killed myself, is because something is stopping me.

Like this feeling, that if I do I'm going to regret it. Not the kind of regret your thinking about. The kinda regret that I have done something wrong.

So I keep living, even though I wish otherwise. But, hey what's a boy to do.

Don't get me wrong, I have a good life.
My parents love me, I have friends, and I have a cool quirk. But I'm just empty.

My parents want me to be a hero, even though if anything, I want to be a DJ. I don't have to be popular, but I 'love' music. But since it runs in the family, its expected off me.

Anyway, I'll try and find a way to do both. You know cause of reasons???

But off of that topic, my school life. I am pretty popular, I have a lot of friends. But, my best friend out of all of them. Has to be nemuri kayama if I could love anyone, it would be her. She is like a sister to me.

She even knows about my inability to feel, so I don't have to act around her. Which is a huge relief.

Changing topics again, I actually looked up my condition. Apparently it's rare but, not unheard of. But it also pulled up this anime called "mirri nikki" which is about a yandere?

There is no way I'm going to end up like that, right?

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