Chapter 8 Happy

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(Authors note)

So I know that I'm writing the 8th chapter, but I kind of really didn't like the names that I chose for the twins, so I decided to change them to Andrew for Lilo and Andrea for Lolita. I'm sorry if you don't like it, but something about the names were kind of annoying me. so yeah, like I said sorry if you don't like it, but I do. I still hope you all enjoy

Now back to the story>>>

(Andrea's POV)

By the time that I got up, it was 2 in the afternoon

"Hey" I heard Crixus say

I looked up and found him smiling down at me

I smiled and nodded my head

I looked down and saw my brother fast asleep next to us

He always was a heavy sleeper

I smiled as I saw my brother

Andrew looked so comfortable and peaceful

"What's the matter?" Crixus asked me

"I've never seen him like this" I told him

"Like what?" He asked

"So...so satisfied" I smiled

I looked up and saw Crixus looking down at me

"Thank you" I smiled

"For what?" He asked, frowning his eyebrows

"You did this to him, you made him happy. It's something that I've never been able to do" I told him

Crixus sighed

"I can make you happy too. You know, if you'd let me" he said

"I could never be happy, not with you and not with anyone else" I told him

"Why? Why won't you let me in?" He asked

I stayed silent, not looking at him

"Why" he asked, louder this time

"Because....because all you see is a girl that needs help, but I'm much more. I am broken and lost. No matter what you do, no matter what you say, it will never change what they did to me. What they said, how they treated me, how they hurt Andrew or how they hurt me. Nothing will ever change and you don't understand that" I yelled, my voice cracking

"You're wrong, if you let me in, I could change everything for you. I can make everything go away. You just need to give me a chance! A chance to show you that there is still hope of me saving you. Just let me in, let me help you. You might be broken now, but I promise you I can fix you. No matter what they did to you, I will be here" he promised

"You have no idea what you are agreeing to" I said to him

"Maybe, but for you, I'd do anything. Just...give me a chance" he begged me

"You want to know everything?" I asked

"Everything" he repeated

I leaned in and crashed our lips together

He's hands quickly found my hips, pulling me towards him

Our bodies were moving in sync together, as his hands knotted in my hair

He pulled me on top of him and sat up

My legs were on either side of his hips, as I played with his hair

Our lips were still connected together

I pulled away, breathing heavily

"What was that for?" He asked, his voice hitched

"After I tell you everything, that will never happen again. I just wanted to know how it felt to be wanted" I told him

He smiled and shook his head

"Now I know how it feels to kiss you, I can promise you that that's not the last time that will happen. There will be many many more" he smiled at me

I wanted to smile, but my heart told me that it wasn't going to last. My mind is telling me that I should do this, but my heart was begging me not to

How can I tell him that my father and his friends abused me? How could I tell him, that because of my father I had a child? How could I even look at him in the eyes after I tell him the truth?

How?

(Author's note)

I'm so sorry it took so long for me to update, but here it is

I hope you all enjoyed

Love you all

Please go check out my other story Darker Than Black

Do you guys think of the new names, do you like them better than Lilo and Lolita, or do you prefer the other ones

Any who

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Bye

~Katie Xx


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