From Dylan:
i hate him so much belle
To Dylan:
uh oh, that doesn’t sound good :/ what happened babe?
From Dylan:
first he takes my phone right? and then he acts like i’m not there the whole fucking time. like i thought my mom was bad because she was hovering the whole time but at least she fucking cared enough to make sure i was still breathing
From Dylan:
he couldn’t even look me in the eyes belle.
To Dylan:
i’m sorry :( am i allowed to come over now?
From Dylan:
both mom and dad are home atm so i wouldn’t.
From Dylan:
mom got her place btw
From Dylan:
and i think i’m moving with her.
To Dylan:
which means that we’ll be at different schools, right?
From Dylan:
yeah, and i don’t want to change schools but belle i can’t say with him anymore. i don’t know what happened but ever since they announced their divorce he’s changed so much
From Dylan:
and it’s so hard to stay positive when the source of your negativity is constantly there
To Dylan:
no i understand. i’d never ask you to stay with him. i couldn’t do that to you ever.
To Dylan:
i’ll just have to get used to seeing you mostly only on the weekends. it’s okay. i just want you to be happy
From Dylan:
but i want you to be happy too
To Dylan:
well i can’t be happy unless you’re happy. if you need help moving or anything let me know, okay?
From Dylan:
yeah. i really do love you so much. i don’t deserve you and i don’t tell you enough but i do.
To Dylan:
:) x
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To Dylan
Short StoryTo Dylan: i just miss you. - A series of texts in which she experiences depression in the most vicarious way possible, and love is just the tune playing lowly in the background. - [Trigger Warnings for: Depression, Thoughts of Suicide, Self-Harm] [D...