This Is It [Book 1]*Re-Writing*

We Will.... Sorry

This was dedicated to MindlessMsSmith because she has been a fan of this book for a long time! And she gives feedback, which I enjoy reading :P

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I woke up the next morning and looked over and saw Ray still sleeping with Ty asleep on his chest but I didnt see Za’.. He has to be around here somewhere so I got up and brushed my teeth and threw my hair back in a long curly ponytail. I went back into the room and Ray had his arm around Ty like he didnt want to let go. I took out my phone and took a picture of them and posted it on twitter.

“@x_SeptemberLove: My men still sleep :) Za’s on escape mode!!”

I put my phone on the dresser and walked down the hallway when I heard ‘baby talk’ I walked into where it was coming from and Za’ was holding himself up on the crib bars looking for Madi.

You: (sighs) What you doing baby boy?

Za’: (turns his head) Where’s Madi?

You: (goes over and picks him up) Madi’s uhmm she went to Nana’s

Za’: I wanna swee Wawa!

You: Baby you cant right now, but lets go wake daddy up

We went down the hallway and Ty was in the floor chewing on a toy, I picked him up and put them both on Ray

You: Boys

Boys: (look up at you)

You: (getting my phone and recording them) Jump, Jump!

The boys start jumping up and down on Ray… He groaned and sat up.. The boys sat there with there little toothless smiles. Ray smiled and grabbed both of them

Ray: Yall think this is funny dont yall!?!

Ray flipped em over and started tickling them

Za’: Da-Daddy! Stawp!! (laughing)

Ty: (non-stop laughing)

You: Ray dont kill my kids now

Ray: (stops and walks over to you) Baby, chill

You: No, cause Ty couldnt breathe

Ray: Then what is he doing now

You: (looks over at Ty playing with Za’s arm) Playing with Za’

Ray: And to be playing then he’s breathing isnt he

You: (sighs) Yea.. You didnt have to be smart about it (crosses arms)

Ray: (wrapping his arms around you and looking into your eyes) Im sorry baby.. Im just I guess im trying to get over Madi not being here

You: (look Ray in the eyes) Za’, Ty, Go in Uncle Roc’s room

The boys plopped off the bed and took off crawling like a race. Me and Ray sat on the bed I sat criss-cross in front of him and took his hands.

You: Go ahead and let it out

Ray: (sighs) I just.. I dont know how she cant be mine.. When she was a baby she looked just like me and everything! And when you look at her now all you see is Justin, I never payed it any attention because I had my mind set that she was mine.

You: I know Ray but can I ask you something

Ray: Yea

You: How did you get custudy of Madison if you wernt her biological father?

Ray: I dont know Madison had a birth certificate in her bag and it had Me and Sha-Mia’s name on it

You: So It was fake?

Ray: I guess so..

You: Hold on (gets up and walks over to the computer)

Ray: Baby.. (gets up and walks behind you) What are you doing

You: Look (points to screen)

Ray: Okay so?

You: You’ve had Madi since she was a little baby, She calls you Daddy, and me Mommy.. And by Nique giving her to her and telling us that she was yours gives a sign that they didnt want her… So we could take them to court and They’ll have to give Madi to Child Services.

Ray: The hell! I dont want Madi in child services, I want her back here

You: BUT! Lemme finish! Damn… But if we tell the judge that we have been taking care of her for so long and see how close Madi is to us he would have to let us have her but it’ll be more like Adoption.

Ray: ….. Dang, You smart babe (kisses your cheek) Lets go this weekend

You: But your calling Nique and tell them they have to be there and bring Madi (gets up)

Ray: (grabs your waist) Okay but I have something to tell you

You: What is it?

Ray: We leave for another tour in 2 weeks in London

You: What about Me, the girls, or the kids?

Ray: I dont know babe.. Keisha said the London fans dont know about me having kids and everything

You: So im going to be where? And imma have to watch the kids.. And all this shit

Ray: Baby Im sorry, I want you to come with me.. I even asked

You: And?

Ray: She said you could but you wouldnt be able to leave the bus or hotel because of the kids and noone would watch the kids so you could go

You: (goes and sits on the bed) This is some bull.. and Im not staying with Dada so

Ray: So the girls already know and they figured that so we bought you and Mo and apartment and Dada and Neisy one too..

You: Ohh…

Ray: Yea and you and Mo are going with me and Prod tomorrow to see it and get it decorated and stuff,,

You: Oh Yippee..

Ray: (sits beside you and wraps his arms around you) Dont be like that bae

You: What else am I suppost to be like.. Your gonna miss the boys first steps, probably being potty trained..

Ray: I tried (YN) but im gonna call you and call you on ooVoo and Skype to see my kids.. but guess what?

You: (sighs) What?

Ray: I gotta suprise for you maybe 2 months into the tour

You: What is it!?! (getting excited)

Ray: All Im gonna tell you is that your gonna have to leave the kids with Morgan and fly out to Paris

You: (looking confused) Whats in Paris

Ray: (kisses your cheek and pulls back) You’ll see (smiles that million dollar smile)

You: (smiles) Ughh you know I hate suprises

Ray: Thats why its one (winks)

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Im sooo sorry but Algerbra is kicking my ass! This ishh is hard AF but here you go and you wont have to wait as long for the next chapter..

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