This Is It [Book 1]*Re-Writing*

This Shiz Always Happens To Me

You stand there in shock for a moment

You: Im finna leave with Ray.

Dad: Who said?! Cause I know damn well i didnt give your permission to head out with some boy!

You: I DID DAD! CAUSE YALL THINK ITS JUST OK TO LEAVE YOUR 14 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AT HOME ALONE FOR ALMOST A YEAR! AMD YOUR TRYING TO STOP ME NOW!?

Dad: I KNOW YOU AINT RAISING YOUR GOT DAMN VOICE AT ME! (gets up out of the chair)

You go and get behind Ray because you know you done_fucked up badly

Dad: (YN) GET YOUR ASS FROM BEHIND HIM!

You: (do as told)

Dad: Your not leaving! (grabbing your arm)

You: (jerks arm away) Yes I am! If im old enough to take care of myself most of the time then im old enough to make my own damn decisions!

Dad: (pulls his hand back like he is finna hit you)

Mom: RODNEY!!!! (she ran to him and tryed calming him down)

You turn around and look at Ray

You: Im leaving and i dont care anymore(your eyes starting to get watery)

Ray: (pulls you into a tight hug) Its okay baby (kisses your forehead) lets just go

You: (nodd your head) alright

Yall get your stuff and are almost in the elevator when you see your dad walk out the door and look at you

Dad: IF YOUR LEAVING LIKE THIS THAN JUST PACK YOUR SHIT AND DONT BOTHER COMING HOME WE DONT WANNA SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN!

The elevator door closed and you were in straight tears

Ray: Come here babe

You: (go over to him and cry into his shirt) He kicked me out Ray! What am i going to do, I dont have anywhere to live!

Ray: When we get back imma talk to Keisha

Ther elevator stopped and Ray just went ahead and tool ALL the bags and got us a cab

CabDriver: Where Too?

Ray: Honolulu International Airport

CabDriver: Alright

The whole ride you had your head on Rays chest and he was playing with your hair, as yall pulled up you were almost asleep.

CabDriver: Were Here

Ray: Thanks Man (Hands him 30$)

CabDriver: Yall make a cute couple

Ray: (looks at him weird) Uhm Thanks Man (shaking you a little bit) Wake up babygirl, were here.

You wake up and get out the car Roc was already there with Keisha and Walter

You: Roc? You driving us back?

Roc: Hell no lil mama, if i drove we would be somewhere flyin off the interstate

You; Haha, Well im glad then

Roc: (looks at your face) (YN) Have you been crying?

You: Uhmm can we talk about this later

Ray came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist

Ray: Sup Roc.

Roc: Whats Up Ray

(Dap Thingyy)

Ray: You ready to go babe

You: Yea

You kissed him on the cheek and got in the car it was a silent ride otherwise yall too cuddling then Roc broke the slience

Roc: Aye bro

Ray: Yea

Roc: Me and Prince got new girls and there staying with us now

Ray: They aint finna start mess with (YN) and Mo right

Roc: No, well Neisy can be ghetto at times but other than that DaDa cool

You: Wait, so theres more girls on the bus besides me and Morgan

Roc: Yup

You: Yay! New Friends = More Shopping (looks up at Ray)

Ray: (laughing) Your not getting anything outta me

You: We'll see and we dont have enough room on the bus for all of us

all of a sudden Keisha buted in

Keisha: We ordered a new bus but in this one your bunks are like a queen size so you and your girls could fit

Ray:Thats wassup Keish

Yall pull up and get out and head on the bus. You step on and DaDa and Neisy was staring at you.

You: Uhmm, Can i have my face back?

DaDa: Oh sorry girl whats your name?

You; (YN) What about yall

DaDa: Well im Davida but they call me DaDa and thats-

Neisy: Uhm I can introduce myself (smacking gum) Call me Neisy thats all you need to know

Roc: Dang babe, why you acting so ghetto

Neisy: Sorry I just dont feel good today

Roc: Well go take a nap in our bunk ill be there in a minute

Neisy:Alright (kisses his cheek and walks to bunk)

So you and DaDa are like best friends now and everything is gucci and everyone is asleep exept you.. your laying on Rays chest on the couch watching tv

You: (flipping channels)(thinking: ughh i gotta pee; gets up and goes to the bathroom)

instead of going back in there with Ray you go ahead and go to yalls bunk you couldnt sleep and you feel familiar arms around your waist, you turn over and see Ray

You: I thought you were asleep babe?

Ray: I was but its hard sleeping when you dont know if your babys safe

You: Aww Ray (you kiss him and slowly fall asleep in his arms)