No one reads this shit. I don't even know why I post on it.
Doesn't matter, I'm still carrying through with this choice I'm doing.
(No not that.)
Just gonna stop posting on this. Stop taking up some people's notifications that just got blown by anyway.
I'll start internalizing every anxiety attack, every panic attack, every urge to cut, every scar, every suicidal thought, and if I get there, every suicidal action or attempt.
I'd rather make a promise I can't keep and never let that person know than never make the promise at all, because that's suspicious.
Love y'all...
YOU ARE READING
i'm sick and tracking it here
Non-Fictionuh yeah so I kinda started putting my mental crap in my ace journal so I made a new thing for that. will change cover but it's such a mood so I might not.