I was literally watching the clock waiting for it to be 3:20 and school to be out so I can see my mom. This whole situation has been so heart breaking for me because I don't know how long it'll be until I can hear her voice again or just talk to her and be up under my mom. It's really been affecting me, I'm trying not to let it affect my grades either.
The only thing that keeps my mind off of this is Ryan and Blue. My dad has been busy trying to take care of my mom and blue so I understand that he's been a little distant.
Speaking of Blue, she's just the happiest baby I've ever met, she doesn't cry a lot, except for when she sees our mom and she's not in her arms or laying on her. It's really sad to see, you can tell that she's really craving her attention but she can't get it. she sleeps a lot, and eats a lot but it's fine. And she doesn't cry when she's with me. They said that it was nothing wrong with her after the discharged her from the hospital.
I've been helping out with her and so has my moms and dads side of the family, everybody is at my house taking shifts with her and helping out here and there.
Auntie Kelly has been at the hospital making sure mom mom is okay taking shift with my dad. When he can't be there either her or auntie Annie is. And right after school I'm with her too. Until around 9:30, then I have to go and my dad is the only one that stays.
I walked into my last class of the day and went all the way in the back where Ryan was, in the corner. She was looking down in her book bag for something when I snuck up on her and kissed her cheek.
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She looked up and blushed when she saw it was me then she put her hair behind her ear showing off her cute cheeks.
"Hey baeeee." I said hugging her and she hugged me back tight. It was the type of hug I needed.
"Hey kyky." She said, she's the only one that can call me that, besides Kia and Mina, and now maybe blue if she does. She slowly start to let go. And she kissed me. We've kissed before but I feel a spark every time.
"You been okay today? Everything good?" I asked her and she nodded, I always made sure she was okay and straight cause if anything were to happen that she didn't like I would handle it with no questions asked.
We sat down next to each other as the class started. And scooted our desks closer together, we always did this. So we could steal little kisses her and there and talk to each other with out being too loud.
"How has your mom been? Any progress?" She asked and I shook my head and sighed
"She still hasn't done anything yet that shows she'll be waking up anytime soon, and it's just getting harder and harder everyday." I said getting emotional
"Hey, hey, don't hold it in ky, talk to me tell me what's up. You know I'm here for you." She said whipping my tear before it fell then grabbing my hand and squeezing it.
