the next day came and i went out to school early to meet jihoon.
i reached the rooftop and say jihoon waiting for me there. he heard my footsteps and looked at me. he smiled weakly and walked towards me.
jihoon: um hi well im just gonna go straight to the point ok ? i umm the reason i .. well so called 'liked' you and dated you is because ..
he sighed and continued
jihoon: i wanted to get over my crush that i had. im sorry i used you.
jangmi: oh .. its ok actually ... i think .. i might have done the same
jihoon looked confused
i sighed and then continued
jangmi: jeno.. i actually .. i think i never stopped liking him no matter how freaking annoying he is.
jihoon: oh .. well we still can be really close friends right ?
jangmi: sure .. hope you will get together with your crush :)
jihoon: same for you .. you better go to jeno and tell him !!
jangmi: oh ya ! ok thanks jihoon
i ran off and went to find jeno.
as i was in the corridors of the school i see jeno and was about to run to him but bell just HAD TO RING ugh during recess i guess.
during class i couldn't even focus properly because i kept on think about what i should say to jeno. AAAHH STRESS LEVEL: 10000%
i was thinking and thinking until the bell interrupted my thoughts. oh no the time has come.. HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF JANGMI !!
i was walking to jeno's table but the.. haiz jinsol went before me. i knew jeno saw me before jinsol but oh well maybe later. i walk back to my seat and pack up my things. i walk out of the class and see dino and joshua waiting for me.
joshua: i saw jihoon with another girl... soo .. r you ok ?
jangmi: yeah im ok :) we broke up becuz we both found out that we were just dating each other to forget the previous crush-
i put my hand on my mouth quickly. AAAH WHY DID I SAY THAT SJJSJDK
joshua & dino: PREVIOUS CRUSH
jangmi: aish ~
dino: you mean previous crush as in .. j-jeno ?
jangmi: yeaaaa ..
joshua: THEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE GO GET HIM
jangmi: SHH (omg i love that song) im scared joshua !! *i said softer*
joshua: you can do this jangmi !! dont be scared !! just go up to hi- OH he's here !
jangmi: wh-
joshua turns me around and pushes me towards jeno. i look back at them and they were smiling brightly while mouthing out 'fighting !' i look back to the front and see jeno walking towards me. i take a deep breath and walk towards jeno. i stop in front of him and start blurting out,
jangmi: meet me at the rooftop after school
i quickly run away to joshua and dino, leaving jeno dumbfounded.
jangmi: that was hard and i thiNk i did a pretty good job !
joshua: sure keep on making yourself feel better. all you said to him were 7 words jangmi..
jangmi: s-still i still did it well !
i said as i gained the remaining pride in me
AFTER SCHOOL
