thursday, 30th september,
12:47:
alec:
we're having a lazy day today. magnus made up breakfast (with help from an overeager kit -though magnus didn't seem to mind) i got an opportunity to catch up properly with ty.
"my family are doing okay. i mean, dru took livvy's death terribly, but she's made a ton of new friends and kit and i include her more now. kit even taught her how to pick locks!"
i love how excited ty gets when he talks about kit. you can just tell he really, really adores him. needless to say, kit does adore ty too.
i laugh as i remember the moment kit and magnus walked into the main room covered in sugar. according to magnus, the sugar had 'just exploded'.
i doubt that was the real reason.
we're all currently sat in a circle on magnus's floor crying with laughter whilst playing random party games.
never have i ever was interesting.
i wish everyday of my life could be like this. i wish being happy was this easy. i wish everything was just easier than it is.
i hope magnus doesn't think i'm turning eighteen. i only turned seventeen at the start of the month; i was sixteen this time a month ago. not that him being nineteen is a problem; more so that if he realises i'm younger than what he thought, he might be more likely to pity me.
i do not want that.
don't @ me okay ik this is shit but i want to get something out n i'm exhausted so my brain has no idea what it's saying lmao
merry christmas/happy holidays, hope u have a best time as possible for urself, i finished qoaad and it tore my heart out xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxx
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numb // malec
Fanfiction'sweet little baby in a world full of pain' "why are your hands so cold?" "i don't know. it's like- my mind has frozen. i can't do anything. everything's cold and dark, and i'm alone. i don't feel anything- i'm numb." alec lightwood is seventeen. an...
