The Urge

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The urge, it's so strong

And it's just so wrong

That I want to do this

To relapse into my own abyss

It shouldn't have to be this way

That I hate everyday

Truly, I just don't know anymore

And to whoever is keeping score

I know I'm losing

But this life is not my choosing

I only want to let go

To let my pain finally show

Maybe then they will understand

That all I have ever needed was a hand

But I am not one to ask for support

Until it is my last-resort

So until then, I am stuck

Fighting to get through this life that is full of muck

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