The urge, it's so strong
And it's just so wrong
That I want to do this
To relapse into my own abyss
It shouldn't have to be this way
That I hate everyday
Truly, I just don't know anymore
And to whoever is keeping score
I know I'm losing
But this life is not my choosing
I only want to let go
To let my pain finally show
Maybe then they will understand
That all I have ever needed was a hand
But I am not one to ask for support
Until it is my last-resort
So until then, I am stuck
Fighting to get through this life that is full of muck
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-Poems of Struggle-
PoetryThis is a collection of my poems. Most will be sad and some will be happy. Hope you enjoy! <3 Stay Strong <3