I sobbed into the phone as you told me to hate you
that you'd do anything t take it back
that you dishonored yourself
that you deserve to be hated by me
that someone else
could treat me so much better
that I deserved someone
who wouldn't hurt me
and I sobbed to you.
I cried and cried for a good ten minutes
the most I've ever cried in front of someone
since my mom had died
'I love you,
oh GOD, do I love you...' I spoke with a choked voice.
I thought I heard your voice hitch..
I didn't want you to cry too.
You gave me a week to make up my mind about us.
You said "If I truly love you then why did I fuck up so bad"
but yet you told me you loved me
that you still needed me.
you asked me if I'll take you back
and I said
'I never let you go'
but maybe I should have
before I got myself too deep.
after all
you know what happens when you play with fire.
YOU ARE READING
forgive me again
PoetryI'm trying to make this as realistic as I can. It is based partly on real life. I really like this story/poem thing. I hope if anyone reads it they will like it to. It's kinda set like memoirs over this girls bf idk how long it will be but ik it wil...
