All the things I thought I felt
all the things I thought I wanted.
you have them all.
everything I wanted in someone
you have it
you have everything
now I'm sitting here
leaning against this frozen wall
this wall like my heart
crystallized with confusion
hardened like stone
that refuses to break.
why am I emotionless?
all these thoughts refuse to rest.
feeling just
a shallow imitation.
of everything.
I sit against this stone cold wall
thinking of this pain I cause
of the pain I find and don't want to...
There is only one other emotion that feels...
REAL.
like; really real.
no shady
no false
no inconsistencies.
REAL.
and pain...
such pain...
never thought I could hurt this much
from someone I trust so easily...
YOU ARE READING
forgive me again
PoetryI'm trying to make this as realistic as I can. It is based partly on real life. I really like this story/poem thing. I hope if anyone reads it they will like it to. It's kinda set like memoirs over this girls bf idk how long it will be but ik it wil...
