The Alphas Mistress

17

Autumn

It took me about 2 hours to straighten my hair out. I was actually very hesitant and I was questioning going to this coronation, I even questioned rejecting him. I didn't like the idea of Raven being here somewhere plotting revenge and the fact that he is all for it and is the one who sent a hunting party out for her. But on another hand, I have to "respect" his leadership and I don't think he'd put the whole pack in danger just because of some girl.

Also, I hate to admit it but I've become more and more attached to that asshole it's the whole mate thing that's why because I know myself and I know I would never put up with any of this shit if he wasn't my mate. I've tried convincing myself all day to reject him and get on with my life, even though it may be cut short after a mate rejection, but I couldn't come through with it. The mere thought hurt me to the core, so here I am slipping on the silk dress he got me and getting ready to be named official Luna of Moon River pack. My heart on my sleeve.

A soft knock on the door of my room snapped me from my thoughts, "come in" I said after properly adjusting the dress on me. It was actually more form fitting than I thought and I looked damn sexy in it

"Wow," a deep male voice said from behind me, it wasn't Mason's I knew that for sure

I turned around to be face to face with Jack, a smile crept on my face, "hey," I said

"We really get to have YOU as our Luna? Damn we are one lucky pack, you look stunning" he said

I laughed pushing my hair behind my ear, "thank you," I said humbly, I walked past him and went to the restroom to do my makeup.

I didn't have to but I wanted to, it was a big night and I had to look extra good, "what are you even doing here? Shouldn't you be getting ready for the coronation we start in an about an hour" I said to him from the bathroom

"I will, I just had to check up on you first m'lady" he said a smirk on his face, he was now in the bathroom with me

"I'm fine, my leg healed a while ago" I said with a smile while fixing my eyebrows

"I know that," he said leaning on the wall "I came to check if those marks raven left you healed properly"

I rolled my eyes upon hearing her name, it was a instinct thing. "Mason healed them for me the same night, I have no marks, maybe you should check her since she's still here" I said bitterly, again instinctively

He chuckled a low chuckle, "I did, I actually just came from her cell. She healed rather quickly being a wolf but she does have a fracture on her skull. As an omega she won't be able to heal that, and I certainly can't do anything about it without further injuring her"

"Good" I said again with the bitterness "hope she goes fucking brain dead,"

"I don't think-" I slammed my makeup brush in to its container and turned to face him cutting him off

"I don't get it, I mean he told me to trust him but I don't. I- I can't the bitch is still here, getting care from a whole ass doctor and I'm sure she's eating good. She almost ate my fucking throat out and she gets to live ? I'm pretty sure if it was any other person they would've been executed on sight but he's in love with her and I can't shake the feeling. I hate it, how can he love her and still have a mate? Where the hell do I stand? Am I just here for decoration? For a title ? I mean every second I'm around him he irritates my soul! I feel my blood boil and all I do is yell at him but then I don't wanna lose him. I don't wanna be away from him for more than 5 minutes, I'm falling harder and faster for him every agonizing second. Why on earth- HOW on earth can he love her?" I felt the shakes coming along, I always start to shake when I'm this upset