Trust

Trust: Chapter 18

Who would of thought a few years ago that I would be: Nearly twenty and engaged, and my fiance (hmm... sounds different to say that) is keeping a secret from me. I could tell, I didn't want to pressure him into telling me as I could see he had his mind on something else. He started kissing my neck whilst we were lying down on the sofa watching Transformers 2.

'Dominic... have you got anything to tell me?' He stopped and turned me around to face him.

'Like what?'

'I don't know like before we get married I want everything to be out in the open you know?' He nodded and kissed me lightly.

'If I was keeping something from you, you'd know by now babe.'

'I hate to bring this up... but what about that text from Justine?' He kissed his teeth and his arms that were wrapped around me moved. He stood up and left the room, I groaned and followed after him.

'Shay I don't want to argue with you especially since we just got engaged man, not now.'

'But I want to know what that was about!'

'Next time you shouldn't go through my fucking stuff, I don't check through yours do I?' He screwed me and went upstairs, I sighed and turned off the tv in the living room. We'd just gotten back from the restaurant and already we'd gotten into a small argument. My phone started ringing and I picked up without looking.

'Hello-'

'CONGRATULATIONS SHAY!' Aisha screamed down the phone. I laughed lightly and scratched my head.

'Erm thanks Aisha although I just saw you like half an hour ago.'

'Yeah I just wanted to say it again that's all.'

'Aww well thanks sis.'

'It's alright, mum's now obsessed with you having a child. She wants a grandchild she said.' I rolled my eyes. Everyone but me wanted me to have a baby.

'You don't sound happy?'

'I don't want a baby yet, I've got ages left.'

'I guess, things happen unexpectedly though look at when I got pregnant.' The line went silent, one of those very awkward silences where you scratch your head... yeah, one of those.

'Yeah erm...Aisha, are you happy with the decision you made about the baby?'

'Abortion? I didn't really have a choice Shay. You know what mum's like and besides I guess the baby was better off.'

'What, dead? If you didn't sleep with Nathan in the first place then maybe-'

'I'm not gonna have an argument with you over this, Nathan is MY past. Good night Shay.' She hung up and I rolled my eyes, I managed to piss two people off in half an hour, well done Shay! I went upstairs to have a bath and changed into my pyjamas. I climbed into bed and turned the light off, it was silent but I knew Dominic was still awake. I sighed and sat ontop of him.

'Dom... I'm sorry, I really am.' He continued pretending he was sleeping and I leaned down and kissed him lightly.

'Is that all I get?' He said, and I started laughing. I could just tell what his expression was like and I leaned in and kissed him properly.

'That's better and don't worry Shay, its just Justine being stupid. I would tell you, trust me.'

'I do trust you.'

'Good, there's no reason you shouldn't trust me babe.' I smiled and went to lie down next to him, I snuggled up close to him and rested my head on his bare chest, it felt fucking hard.