In My Head

To Angel

I saw there.

I cried for you.

You sent the mighty messenger

To strike fear in me.

I was terrified.

Begging for answers

Talking to walls

Bawling

Only calling to you

Crying to you

I wanted you

And I still do.

Can you hear me, Angel?

So I waited for your return to me.

In my dark and hellish dreams

Where no one, but you can hear my screams

I saw you

In mothers arms.

I watched you.

Limp and weak.

Wet from mothers tears

So, I called to you

Swore to love you

Swore to give my life to save yours

Can you hear me, Angel?

And your silence as a reply

Broke me.

I'm still waiting for you

To touch down on this Earth

I know you will.

But will you stay?

Can you hear me, Angel?

This for you.

Can you hear me, Angel?