Shipwrecked [On Hold]

[5] Blast From The Past

Recap:

"Bella, It will all work out in the end, you know it deep down in your heart. If you love Demetri or Edward, we will still be here for you," Alice mumbled. Wait, wait. What? Love Demetri? No. No! I love Edward, not Demetri! Where did that even come from? "Bella, you cant keep lieing to yourself. Its ovbious you love him. Either way, Edward will still be there. He wants to be there for the girls!" I felt like slapping her. 

I love Edward! 

He was my mate!

I cant love Demetri.

Can I? 

No I cant! 

I love Edward, its always been him! It alway has! 

We are meant to be!

But what if Im suppose to be with Demetri?

No! I cant! I wont! It cant be true! It just cant! 

I love Edward, not Demetri.

But whatever the reason, I couldnt convince myself. I tried and tried, but got nothing. 

Oh god. 

I do love him. 

I love Demetri. 

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Chapter 5: Blast From The Past

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***Bella's POV***

I couldnt believe this was happening. I wanted to slap myself across the head, I couldnt love Demetri, I couldnt, but it was true, I did love him. He helped me when Edward wasnt around, he healed me. But now that he was back... what should I do? Should I stay with Demetri or Edward?

I couldnt just leave Demetri after he helped me. He had healed me when I was broken, when I thought Edward was dead, but now that Edward was here, I didnt need him to heal me.