Verses Of Life And Death

complicated

it was complicated
from the start
i gave you the sky
full of stars
at the night, and clean blue
in days
i gave you my blue sky
when your skies were grey
i tried a lot to change for you
but guess i'm not clay
looks like you were waiting for me to mistake
so, you can have a reason to fade away
you bring me to my knees
i beg you to stay
but you were the one
that drifted away
you are by far away
from my wildest dreams
too farther
to hear me scream
i was a rose
ready to bloom and bud
but you came to me
and you picked me up
i was alluring, you kept me
i didn't know you'll throw me away
to die, to rot
now my wrist is disgusting
with cuts and scars
my heart is already
torn apart
you left me with no warnings
you left me doomed
my blood roars inside my veins
so, my wounds
craving for the love i gave you
you're tucked so gently inside my heart
my soul's dead, my feelings are gloomed
you should've told me before
that you hated me a lot
instead you pushed
a knife inside my throat
you've hurt my feelings
you've ripped my soul
and broke my heart
and emotions of gold
your love was rental
your love is sold
don't you remember?
when you told me
that you love me
till the last breath
of yours
i expect nothing from you now
just pray for my soul
to rest in peace