Verses Of Life And Death

embarrassed

i would like to explain my things to you
but you only know the speed of light
not something other than your academic education
like the speed of thoughts, the speed of love.

i would like to say what happened to me
but you only believe in the death of living things
not something other than people and plants
like the death of feelings and emotions

i would like to tell what's going on in my head
but you only believe in the love which isn't exactly love
not something other than loving people and things
like loving soul and hearts

i would like to tell why so fucked up I am
but you won't get it and you'll think it's a joke
you'll laugh at me so hard and
that'll make me embarrassed