attention seeker

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why you even ask why i tear my skin
so brutally with blades and knives
when you already know the reasons
that you'll make me craving for death even if i want to survive

you always misunderstand my feelings
you always drag me to my worst
and you don't know how much i think about you
oh god, overthinking is such a curse

you're the one who put me to death
and then you ask me why i get suicidal in nights
you may think that it's not true
but girl you can't be always right

yes i am destructive to myself
but i know I want to be alive
whatever you call me, attention seeker or loser but i know
that im a broken piece of love trying my best to survive

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