The what ifs. How to destroy anyones mood almost instantly. And sadly and unfortunately that's what mostly my brain is made up of, is what if this goes wrong, what if I do this, what if I say this. Which seriously doesn't help with my annoying habit of overthinking, it just makes doubting myself easier and feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I know I have people supporting me, but why do I find it so hard, to be content, I feel like there is so much I want to change about myself but what if the people around me don't recognise me anymore, and what if I don't either, will I then be happy
