Broken

The Dream

I looked down at Ezra, and smirked. Then I suddenly felt light headed. Words repeated through my head. 

The Dream...

'He's gone! He's gone! And its all your fault! You did this! This is all your fault Sabine!' A tear formed in my eye. 

'Kanan please, I didn't know!' I sobbed. 'Please... Please come back to me!'

'Your worthless... Your useless... Your nothing...' The words repeated through my head. 'Ezra will never love you...'

The Real World...

"Sabine? Sabine!" I opened my eyes surrounded by cadets. Ezra lent over me, shaking me. "Are you okay?" 

"Mmmm... What happened?" I asked holding my hand to my head.

"You fell..." The officer said. "Your lucky to be fine."

"I am?" I shook my head.

"Yes...?" The officer gave me a questioning look.

"No, I mean, I'm fine?" I looked at Ezra in the eyes.

"Yes, Sabine, why wouldn't you be?" He looked at me concern spreading over his face.

"Oh, its just... No, never mind." I said.

"Morgan, take her to the medic bay. Cadets follow me!" The officer said.

Ezra took me out at we were going towards the med bay. 

"What happened?" He asked me.

"I had a dream, nightmare. I dont even know..." I looked down.

We were standing against the wall. 

"Sabine? What happened in it?" He asked, and pushed my chin up. "I love you Sabine, you know that. You can tell me anything?"

"Yes, but. I dont know.... I dont know what it means..." I looked away.

I hugged him.

"I love you, Ezra Bridger. Always and Forever." He smiled and hugged me back.

He kissed me, our delicate lips met. He pulled away.

"Now we should probably get you to the med bay." He took my hand and dragged me to the Medic bay.

That night...

I walked back to my room, when I entered Ezra was there sat on the bed.

"So, what did the doctor say?" He asked me.

"Nothing much. He told me to eat more..." I shrugged. Ezra put his arms around my waist and began kissing the back of my neck. 

"How much do you eat then?" He asked between kisses.

"Not much, I mean we need the supplies..." He stopped and span me around.

"Sabine, your more important than some supplies." He kissed me on the lips. I smiled and hugged him.

"Okay, I need a shower now. Go to your room." I giggled.

"Why cant I stay in your room?" Ezra said in a seductive tone.

I smirked and turned around. "Okay. Do you need a shower?" I asked.

"Yeah, I mean after training today." He walked towards me and locked the bathroom door.

"Really? I thought someone with your talent would need a shower after that." I mocked.

He kissed me while pushing me against the wall. I pulled his shirt over his head, and it landed on the floor along with the rest of our clothes. Then we got in the shower and cleaned ourselves, and a bit more...