Chapter 8

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Claire's POV

The sun rays slowly hit my face. I woke up and saw myself still in the same position as I was waiting for Raze last night! Oh my! H-Hindi man lang ako binuhat ni Raze? To be honest, I was really expecting  my husband to bring me to bed. Katulad ng mga napapanood ko sa movies, mga nababasa ko sa libro, hate nila ang isa't isa sa una, but eventually, magsisimula sila na parang mag asawa talaga. 

I was expecting that. But my expectations failed me. 

Siguro sa katangan ko may stiff neck na ako ngayon, which is meron nga! I slowly stood up and adjusted my sight. Medyo malabo pa ang mata ko dahil nga kagigising ko lang. Where is Raze anyway? 

After debating inside my mind, I finally decided na tunguhin ang taas ng bahay. I want to check if Raze is their. Umakyat nga ako, pero saan ako papasok? May tatlong kwarto dito, ang tanong saan ang kwarto namin ni Raze? Dahan dahan akong nag lakad papunta sa kwarto sa dulo. Suot ko pa din ang wedding gown ko na gawa daw ni Ericka. Again I mentally rolled my eyes, Ericka na naman. Bubuksan ko na sana ang pintuan ng magulat ako sa nag salita sa likuran ko.

"What do you think your doing?" 

"R-Raze"

"What do you think your doing?" He repeated

I can sense superiority in his voice. It feels like he was a high authority and I'm just no one but a slave.

"P-Papasok sana ako para mag bihis-

"That's not YOUR room" he coldly said

I creased my forehead. Not MY room? Aren't we supposed to sleep in one room as husband and wife?

"S-Saan yung kwarto n-

"Kwarto natin? Tsk!" He laughed at me

Tinawanan lang niya ako. I don't understand why. Ano bang nakaka tawa sa sinabi ko?

"Let me tell you this crystal clear Claire"

He walked closer to me kaya napaatras ako. Dahan dahan niyang nilapit ang mukha niya saakin. Gosh is this it? Hahalikan niya ako? Kumabog ng todo ang dibdib ko. Lalabas na ata ang puso ko sa sobrang nilis ng tibok nito. I can feel his breath on my face. So fresh. So minty! Ano kayang lasa-Shit Claire! Stop with those naughty taughts! This is not you girl!

I can feel his face getting near and near. As expected I close my eyes. I pouted, hinanda ko na din ang labi ko. I thought...

"What the hell are you doing"

Nanginig ako sa binulong niya saakin. Naramdaman ko ang pag layo ng mukha niya saakin. I slowly opened my eyes.

This is so embarrassing! Nakaka hiya ka Claire! Are you really expecting that he would kiss you? Damn it girl!

My looked up to my husband with his eyebrow raised. So hot!

What the hell happened to the innocent Claire?

"Are you really thinking that I'll kiss you?" he sarcastically said

Natameme ako. Hindi ko alam isasagot ko. Nakaka hiya talaga. I can even feel my face blushing! Ish why?!

"Tsk wag kasi umaasa!" That woke me up

Bat nga ba kasi umasa ka Claire? Bat kasi umasa pa ako? Umaasa akong mamahalin mo din ako Raze.

"Let get this clear, ayaw kong nag plaplastikan tayo"

I looked up to him again. Anong ibig niyang sabihin.

"Hindi porket kasal tayo magiging mag asawa na ang trato natin sa isa't isa Claire. We both no na ayaw natin sa kasal na ito unless ginusto mo talaga ito" he stated.

I was just there, listening to him. My brain can't process the information he's telling me right now. Parang sasabog na ang puso ko. What is this feeling again? Pain? Sadness? I've never felt being heartbroken in my entire life.

"We can be friends if you want. Pero hanggang dun nalang yun Claire. We can never be lovers, alam na alam mo yan"

Tinitigan ko siya. Ang sakit! It feels like my heart is being ripped into pieces, like my demons are having a war inside my chest. Please don't cry, self.

"P-Pano pag nalaman ng magulang natin?" I took all the courage to ask

"Then we'll pretend to be husband and wife, all of those shitty things!"

Napa yuko ako. As expected, ganun ang mangyayari. Just like those novels I read online, tulad ng mga movies and shows na pinapanood ko, ganun din pala ang mangyayari saakin. All my life, akala ko walang ganun sa realidad. Meron pala.

"We can also get intimate if that's what you want. It can be arrange."

Kunot noo akong napa angat ng tingin. I saw him with his devlish grin.

Get intimate? What the hell?! Is that supposed to be called making love?

"Friends with benefits, incase your wondering"

That hit me. Haggang dun nalang ba talaga? Ganun nalang ba ang tingin niya saakin? Parausan?

I can feel my eyes welling up. Oh please! Please control your tears Claire! Pigilan mo yan!

"I hope we're clear Claire"

Tumango ako.

"Your room is over there, just in front my room" tinuro niya ang pinto sa harapan ng kwartong bubuksan ko sana kanina.

Hindi na ako nag sayang ng oras na pansinin siya, agad akong tumakbo patungo ng kwarto. Duon ko binuhos lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko.

"We can also get intimate, if that's what you want. It can be arrange"

Hell! Hanggang dun nalang ba ang kaya niyang ibigay saakin? Can't he learn to love me too? Ericka parin ba talaga? Ericka?! Tanginang Ericka yan!

Sumalampak ako sa sahig. It just, hurts! Ang sakit kasi nga, mahal ko siya. Dati pa.

Tanga din ako noh? How can I learn to love my crush? Ni isang motibo na gusto niya ako wala siyang ipinakita. Ni hindi nga niya alam na nag eexist ako sa mundo noon eh. How did I learn to love him?

But hell I just love that man!

Raze's POV

Damn those lips! I can't believe I have controlled myself from kissing her awhile ago! Those red lips of hers, so tempting! Her purple eyes, how can she be that amazing? Her innocence, I will get that soon.

I shook my head. What am I thinking?! This is not me!

Maybe libog lang talaga ito. My heart still beats for Ericka. Hanggang ngayon siya padin ang tinitibok nito. It would never be Claire! I will never learn to love her, maybe I can use her.

I smirked remembering her reaction. It shows her innocence which damn attracts me!

Paano kaya pag asa kama ko na siya? Would she still be that innocent after I touched her?

Kahit hindi niya sabihin, alam kung hindi pa siya nagagalaw. Her taste of fashion, her reactions, her actions. Halatang halata na virgin pa. Kung sakali man, ako ang makaka una sa kanya. How wonderful!

That though suddenly excites me. Ako ang makaka una sa kanya, how amazing that is! I wonder how she acts when she's already in my bed. How does it feel to be inside her? Damn!

I felt my manhood alive. Ang aga aga but I found myself in bed, my hands slowly stroking my hard member. I don't masturbate, but when it comes to her, shit why?!

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A/N:

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