His Slave in Bed (ON-GOING)

Chapter 7

It was all dead mute silent right now. Naka sakay kami sa iisang sasakyan ni Raze, pero pakiramdam ko mahigit limang truck ang agwat namin. So near yet so far. I don't have any idea kung saan kami papapunta, basta nalang niya akong hinila palabas at pinasakay sa porsche niya.

I took a deep breath. How could I make this marriage work? How will I do it, knowing na sobrang layo ko sa asawa ko. Not physically far, but emotionally. I can't understand him. Ang hirap! Wala man lang akong idea kung ano ang iniisip niya ngayon. Right now, he's so handsome looking at the window. I starred at him. Ano kaya ang iniisip niya? Sana naman wag si Ericka.

Ericka. That name. I just don't like hearing that name anymore. Its not me to hate people but I just don't like Ericka. Sana lang talaga hindi si Ericka ang iniisip niya. Sana lang.

"What the hell are you looking at?!"

I was drag out of my reverie when he spoke. 

"A-"

Instead of answering I just turned my gaze into a different view. Why am I like this? Kapag kasama ko si Raze, nauutal ako, nawawala ako sa sarili ko. It feels like I'm not Claire Lee anymore! I feel entirely different whenever I'm around with Raze. I even feel like giving up my virtues for him. Oh God! What happened to the innocent, prim and proper Claire Collins Lee?

"Where here" malamig niyang ani

I starred at the big house in front of me. Scratch that, mansion!

I waited for my husband to open the doors for me, but to my dismay, he just starred at me with an irritable look. Parang naiinis siya saakin na ewan. 

I sighed as I opened the door. 

"Bababa din naman pala pinatagal pa tsk.!"

Tuloy tuloy siyang pumasok sa loob leaving me outside. Ni hindi man lang ako tinulungan sa gown na suot suot ko. Out of my frustration, sumunod nalang ako sa kanya not minding my gown. Madumihan na wala akonh pakialam!

Tuloy tuloy akong pumasok sa loob and I was amaze in awe. Ang ganda. It looks very classy, expensive taste nga talaga. The blending out white and black paint makes my aesthetics explode. The figurines, so minimalistic. I can't help but to blush. Did Raze prepare all of this for me?

"Why the hell is your gown dirty?!" nagulat ako nang mag salita siya sa likudad ko.

I looked at my gown, madumi nga sa baba.

"Why what's wrong? Tapos naman na ang kasal Raze" I smiled

"Tsk what's wrong?! Sayang yung creation ni Ericka! Didn't you know that she designed that beautiful gown? Tapos ngayon dudumihan mo lang ang gawa niya?! Tsk! Shame on you!" He walk pass me

My smiled slowly turned into down. Damn why does it hurt?! Ang sakit! Gown pala ito ni Ericka. So she made my wedding gown? At nagalit si Raze kasi dinumihan ko ito? Shit! It hurts! Kahit hanggang ngayon Ericka pa din! 

I wiped my tears and smiled. A weak one. 

'I know someday, you'll love me just like how you love Ericka'

Umupo ako sa sofa to rest. Hindi ko alam ang paligoy ligoy sa bahay na ito. I'll just wait for Raze, I guess.

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Raze's POV

I went back inside the house, galing ako sa mini bar sa tapat ng pool. I need to chill. I didn't even bother changing my wedding tux. Right now what I need is some peace and serenity. Everything is still to fast. Bloody hell I'm a married man already! My father can literally change my life in the snap of his fingers. 

I walked inside and there I saw her sleeping peacefully on the couch. I mentally debated whether I should wake her up or just go away. But hell my body didn't cooperate with my brain! My legs walked as if their on their own. Sa isang iglap, andito ako sa harap niya, looking all over her beautiful face. 

Why am I feeling this way? Is this because of her innocence? Siguro nga.

I gently caressed her soft delicate face. 

'I'm sorry my dear, you chose this life with me so better bare with it!' I mumbled in my most quiet tone

With that I left her. I went straight ahead my room. Yes, we will stay in different rooms, unless she already agreed to my contract. I smirked remembering my plan. Hindi naman pala ako lugi sa kasal na ito. I can have a bed warmer!

Well hindi din siya lugi. Hell she has me! A rich hot handsome husband! Kung tutuusin mas swerte pa siya sa swerte dahil saakin siya ipinakasal eh! What a lucky woman!

Dumiretso ako sa closet ko upang mag bihis. Inalis ko lahat ng suot ko leaving me on my boxers before going straight to bed. Hindi sinasadyang napadpad ang tingin ko sa isang picture frame na naka patong sa night stand ko. 

A picture of me and Ericka, all happy in New York.

I smiled bitterly as memories flashed back. 

How happy we were back then. I wiped my tears. Sobrang natatapakan ang ego ko. Lalaki ako but hell it hurts! Masakit kasi mahal na mahal ko si Ericka. She can't be replaced by any woman, not even Claire. 

Kinuha ko ang picture frame at tinitigan.

"What the hell happened to us Ericka? Masaya naman tayo ah"

Masayang masaya kami. Pero sa isang iglap nawala ang lahat ng iyon. She chose my cousin over me. Handa na akong pakasalan siya, make her my wife which I will forever serve, pero tangina at pinsan ko ang pinili niya! Pinsan ko at hindi ako! 

Isinantabi ako ang picture frame at humiga ng kama. I would be better if Claire would warm my bed tonight. Pero asan nga ba yun kapag kailangan ko? Asa baba natutulog. May sarili siyang paa so don't she expect me to bring her to her room! May sarili din siyang mata kaya alam naman niya kung saan iyon hahanapin. I really need her to agree to my plan. I need her to be my slave in bed. Maybe after a year, I'll file an annulment. 

Hindi naman kami mag tatagal, that's one thing I'm sure of.

Kaya't hanggang maari, I should benefit in this wedding. Kapag nakuha ko na ang gusto ko, I'll leave her. 

That's just how life goes, we leave and eventually, the people we leave will learn to let go and move on.

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