Chapter 11

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I slept for a while, my mother was still by my side when I woke up. She was sleeping. I decided not to wake her, and made my way down the stairs. I walked over to our refridgerator and pulled out some eggs and milk. Then, I went to the cabinet and got cinnamon, and a fork from the pull out drawer and got some bread from the brown, bamboo bread box. Finally I got a bowl from the bowl/plate cabinet and started making some french toast. Last night was stuck in my head. On a constant loop. I tried multiple times shaking my head hoping it would just shake out of my head. Like a wet dog shaking off. But it stayed in my head. Maybe A shower would help, I thought. And walked up to the shower. I undressed and popped in. Singing random songs I didn't even know all the words to. I couldn't stop looking for answers. Not now, not anymore. If anything, that guy made me even more curious to find out what happened to Cali. I had to know. I had to figure out who took her away from me. "Where do I even start?" I said to myself. I didn't even know where to start, how could I finish? I let the water run over my body, as if it was removing my stress, but it wasn't. I feel so useless.

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