Louis POV

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We walked down the hallway to nowhere in particular,my mind kept going back to the big wound on Sara's stomach,did we really do that?! did I really do that?,I looked over to Harry he looked kinda guilty and deep in thought.

''why?'' he whispered

''whay what?'' I questioned

''why are we doing this to them?'' he asked me,I needed to explain this to him,he wouldnt know so I sucked in some air and began

''I and Sara used to be good friends,the best of friends actually,we did everything together,we talked a lot she was like a sister to me you know?'' I sighed remembering all the fun times we had

''then people started questioning us,they said she was too good for me,she was too much of a proper student and I was on the low side,our parents started getting in our face a lot especially mine they would always sigh and say cant you be a little like Sara?,I was jealous..yeah Jealous because she had good grades and didnt seem to go through a lot,then Ash came,Ash moved here,Sara started becoming less and less of my friend,soon we stopped talking altogether,One day she was at the stairs and I tripped her,well not excatly on purpose,I wanted to trip someone else but ended up tripping her,I felt better then for some strange reason,later that day I pulled her hair and I felt even more better,then I started troubling her I felt better and better each time I said a bad word about her or pulled her hair or hit her,I started doing this regularly and then..'' I stopped

''and then it became like this?'' he said and I nodded,he looked at his watch

''we better be heading off now'' he said and we walked back into the class,Sara was on the floor out cold,Ash was next to her

''ASH WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!'' I shouted at her

''WHAT HAVE I DONE? WHAT HAVE I DONE? THE QUESTION IS WHAT HAVE YOU DONE! LOOK AT HER! THIS IS YOUR FAULT LOUIS THIS IS YOUR FAULT! YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT SARA NEVER HAD THERE BEEN ONE DAY THAT YOU ASKED HER HOW SHE WAS! WHEN BOTH OF YOU WERE FRIENDS SHE WAS THE ONE TAKING CARE OF YOU,BEING THERE FOR YOU! WHERE YOU EVER THERE FOR HER? NO! SO SHE HAD TO KEEP IT BOTTLED UP! YOU NEVER CARED! YOU NEVER CARED SO YOU NEVER KNEW!'' She shouted at me,every single word she said stung me,and it hit me like a ton of bricks,I thought she wasnt going through a lot..I was wrong....I just never knew..

''SHE DESERVES THIS!'' I shouted,why did you say that? why did you say that? I dont know why I said that,Ash gasped

''You son of a ...'' she said running out,to call a teacher or to use the bathroom I wouldnt know,I looked at Harry he had that guilty look on his face,he was annoying me

''THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU DIRTY uh......YOU DIRTY!'' I said (A/N just leaving it like this cause I dont want the little kids to blame me for learning a new word!)

''YOU ARE BLAMING ME?'' Harry shouted at me

''YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DIDNT CARE FOR HER ENOUGH,YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE HER SUFFER,IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT SHE STOPPED TALKING TO YOU!'' Harry shouted at me walking out.I sat down on the ground feeling like shit.

Im gonna get you back Ash,Im gonna get you and Sara both!

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