Meant to be

9

Previously :

"Few months." He says eating he's food that I didn't know arrived.

"Oh okay bye than."ion even want my food no mo.

"I just want to hang out one last time before I leave."he says holding my arm.

I don't know should I hang out with him. I look up to him and say.

Sia pov:

"Yeah I'll go,soon as my shifts over. I finish my shift.

As soon as I finish my shift we go to he's house and I start kissing him. Ima miss him and I know I was mad at him but I missed he's lips. He starts kissing my neck.

"I missed you."

"Let's have sex."I know it's in the heat of the moment but I won't regret it.

"I don't think your ready,he says going back to kiss me ,and plus I don't fuck virgins."

"Well you gon fuck this one."he stops kissing me for a second and smiles.

"Since you all big and bad,ima fuck the shit out of you lay down.i take my clothes off and quickly lay down. I think I'm ready but he's dick so big. I know that shit about to hurt. He gets a condom and gets between my legs.

"This gon hurt."he says kissing me cheek."he goes in slow and tears fall down my eyes from the pain.

"Ouch ouch it hurts!" I yell at him.

"I told you it would,but you feel good sia."he says closing he's eyes and moving a little bit. After a few minutes it start to feel good.

(The next day)

I wake up and Quincy is gone. He leaves a note and says I left already it was nice last night. I'm so mad right now. You take my virginity and leave without a word. He's an asshole and I always knew it. I text him

Me-really.

Qin-look I lied I'm going to be gon longer than a month.

Me-Wym?

Qin-I gota go back thanks for tonight sia and I'll see you when I see you.

I can't believe this first he take my virginity and says I'm coming back in a month and now he says he's not coming back for a while. I feel like crying. This is some fuckboy shit and I fucking hate him.

I go back home to my granny and she's on the couch I go closer and she's not breathing. I call 911 and wait. I try to wake her up by calling her name but she didn't wake up. I cry harder. Today has been the worst day of my life. The paramedics get here and take her to the hospital. We arrive but they tell me she's dead. I cry and cry all night. Where am I going to live now since she's dead. She paid most of the bills and I can't afford anything on my own. I already miss my granny. I have no friends to stay with. Quincy's gone and the only thing I have is a car. This is the worst day of my life my life has spiraled out of control.

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To be continued Where is sia gone go?!