Author's Note - The End of A Little Insane

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This may not come to a surprise for most people, considering I haven't updated this story in ages, but this series is officially discontinued and I will explain why and what was supposed to happen in the final moments. If you are interested, keep reading!

Why is it discontinued? To put it simply, I cannot continue this series because of the length, time and stress. When I first started the idea of A Little Insane, I was incredible scared and anxious to write it because I had never written something like it before. I was known for simple romance stories, specifically BoyxBoys. To branch out when your readers are used to something is scary because no writer wants to fail. But I knew it was time because horror and dark themes are what I love the most. My creativity and inspirations come from dark places and I wanted to introduce something new to the boyxboy community. But why? The series is meant to be FOUR total books, and towards the end of book three, I started telling myself I couldn't bare write a fourth book, especially with how much time it took to write each chapter and it was getting harder and harder as the story progressed and I ultimately began to 'lazy' write a lot of lines and descriptions and that made me unhappy. (This is why the story becomes less scary. It's supposed to be a terrifying series, but that was never the case, unless you count out the first book, but even in the first book I handled things safely) This story is one of the biggest things I've ever created. The plot and detail in every moment was planned out and that alone took time. Then the whole "Killing Stalking" happened and I just felt even more discouraged to write it. I still truly believe that somehow that artist copied my ideas, and you may argue with me all you want, but I'm the creator of this story and I know all of the details down to what these characters eat, so if I see it somewhere else, especially illustrated, I will know. I told myself I had to finish this story and started forcing myself to write, even started planning out more of book 4 even though I didn't want to. That pushed me back even more, until eventually, I couldn't think of the serious without feeling some type of stress and that affected my other stories as well. I couldn't do it anymore, so I told myself I was done. I cut the rope and said good bye to the story and quietly avoided telling anyone that the story was discontinued, until now. There's a lot of detail in this plot and I did extremely bad when it came to transferring the ideas on paper. So much was meant to happen, but in the end I just wrote a half assed chapters that weren't completely true to the origins/background/plot. So after I decided I was done with this series, I realized I did not want to let go completely, so I came up with a new plan and you will know at the end of this note.

What's supposed to happen in the story? Well, there's only two chapters left of this book, but both chapters would be like 50 pages each, so you can see . . . it's stressful, when you've planned so much, but prepared for so little. The next chapter Riley and Jocelyn find the "headquarters" of The Rogues and find out who is in charge of them. It's Riley's real parents. They are very distant, so it's not a family reunion. They've been in hell for so long that it changed them, but they were put there wrongfully. They use their white magic to fuel the rogues and have learned a lot over the years and years they've been in hell. They made Riley the obsidian witch and have been watching him on earth because he is meant to do a lot of things he wasn't aware of. And he's also their true way out of hell. The reader catches up on a lot of information about the books, answers everyone has been searching for, answers and questions that at this point I've even forgotten. (But if you have any questions that you want answered, don't be afraid to ask me, I'll answer them, even ridiculous ones) So everything has been building up for the last chapter of the book. Riley's parents, "The Leaders" (which is what the chapter was supposed to be called), needed white magic in order to free the innocent humans, and themselves, and that's where Riley, Jocelyn and Annetta come in. Together, the five of them create a pentagram (I know, original!) and can do a spell together with their magic that opens up a portal. But this doesn't happen yet. The chapter is mega long and a lot of other things happen. The last chapter is called The End of the Beginning. Did you notice something? Yes, the first chapter is called The Beginning of the End because the first chapter's title was a sign, a warning, that the end was going to happen. The beginning of the end was supposed to represent the death of a lot of people. And the end of the beginning was where it all happened, where it all ended. In the last chapter, Hart finally wakes up after Lucifer leaves his body. This only happens after Lucifer finds his own body. His body is a statue bigger than any building or mountain on earth. It's been hidden for YEEAARRS, even though it's so big. Now it's time for the apocalypse. Everything happened for a reason and it all leads up to this moment. The five white witches begin their spell as they know their time is near. Riley as the obsidian witch becomes a source of the power needed to do the spell. Think of it like all of them channeling Riley and Riley receiving their power so that he is the one to open the portal because the others aren't as strong as him. Being the obsidian witch relieves a lot of the boundaries and rules put on witches, so he can do A LOT OF THINGS THAT OTHERS CAN'T. Lucifer appears to stop them, but Hart also appears and grows to become the same height as Lucifer, and legit, this is so big, you can probably see them in outer space. GIANTS! GIANT DEMONS! This is where you also find out Lucifer broke a part of his soul to create Hartheon and Seraphina. It was only supposed to be 1 entity, but obviously 2 came out. Literally created from his flesh, bones, blood and ashes of hell. They are a part of him. So after a long fight and Hart trying to protect them, he knows what to do, he takes the dagger from Riley (in normal size Im assuming, I never finished making up this part but I know what happens lol) and stabs Lucifer? It was either Lucifer or himself, but I think it was Lucifer LOL. This kills him, Hart and Seraphina. (You guys like how that's now my name?) It's supposed to be the most powerful weapon ever created, but THERE ARE SO MANY DETAILS THAT I NEVER WROTE THE RIGHT WAY, LIKE I SAID, LAZY WRITING, I HATE MYSELF FOR IT. I wanted to create hell and make it so dark and crazy and scary like omg but did I? No. Just sounds like a desert full of mountains and a lot of walking. Emotional things happen, Riley watched the love of his life die before him and some how Lucifer too. (Trust me, I had something big planned, it was crazy). They open the portal as hell breaks loose with no Lucifer. Riley watches as the humans begin to ascend through the portal (it's like a ray of light shining down) and they all flow up and are gone. Including his parents, everyone. The portal begins to malfunction and begins to grow, turns a different color, and pulls Riley. Riley then is transported to Earth. He's out of hell. He lands in front of Hart's house. He's coughing hysterically, clawing towards the house, calling out to Hart. He notices his arms, they are back to normal. There's no tattoos, no obsidian skin, he's confused, but begins to heart Hart's voice in his head. Hart's voice tells him to hurry, run inside the house, lock himself in the basement. As Riley starts running towards the house, explosions in the background happen. Big ones. Countries started bombing themselves because there's more to Riley and Hart and everything you guys read. There are other stories in this universe. There's people that watch and warn. Like psychics. The US government was told about what was happening, and what could happen, so they were ready. Hell has been open and monsters have begun to pour from the portal. Beings bigger than houses, sky scrapers, monsters that you couldn't even imagine, ran through the human cities, killing, eating, destroying. This is the apocalypse. THIS is what was meant to happen the entire time. Riley opened the portal and he is the one to blame for the apocalypse. So when he gets down to the basement, Hart's voice tells him to do something, and as a nuclear bomb FALLS ON AMERICA TO TRY TO CONTAIN THE MONSTERS, Riley's body turns to stone. The last thing he hears, the last thing you read, is the bombs falling from the sky. The book ends. Of course there's more detail but this is as much as I can tell you guys.

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