The silence broke my heart.
When I realized my words never really reached you.
From the cracks you left,
Hate comes seeping forth.
No more playing the happy girl.
I no longer fit that part.
What a relief it is,
To have the burden of your friendship,
Lifted from my shoulders.
Too long I've denied myself hatred.
I didn't want to be the monster they called me.
Here I draw the line,
I cast away my idealistic emotions.
Here I kill the light,
No more sympathetic sighs.
Here I destroy who I was,
Optimistic fool, girl with love to spare.
Oh, how good it feels to hate you.
To not have to love anything.
I deny myself no more.
I wanted love,
So I became something I thought lovable.
Oh, but she was hurt.
She was pushed around,
She was not strong enough,
She was weak and lied to.
Too much she forgave,
So here I kill her.
Good bye, sweet girl.
You don't have a place in this world.
This world is liars and thieves,
Who'll break your heart.
Oh, darling girl,
It's my turn now.
