The Girl [ Black Butler Sebastian Love Story ]

Chapter Six,Un-easy

[A/n: sorry I haven't posted a chapter but this chapter Iris is very bipolar acting differently in many ways in this chapter so get use to the differentness in her lines k? CONTINUE! xD]

-Iris's pov-

My eyes widen in shock when he looked at me with sadness in his eyes a pain struck my heart as he walked away "What- did I just do..." I said to myself guilt flowed threw my body...

-Time Skip Four Hours Later-

The storm was hitting hard it was hailing outside I stared at it threw my window in my room I bet this is how Sebastian feels.. It was such a beautiful day today then I just had to say "These stupid feelings" those words will never get out of my head they'll always be stuck. Make me feel guilty for what I said and did hurting Sebastian..

Wait why did I care so much?! He's a butler I'm from the royal family! Then again it didn't matter if he was a butler or not.. He was a human being with feelings and still treated me with respect,kindness and last but not least love...

Even if he did flirt or tease me he was only joking.. And I treated him so bad. Why?! Ugh I have to go apologize.. 'No don't it's already been four hours what for?! I bet it will hurt him even more if you start just right now' a voice in my head said

I sighed it was right after hours I finally decide to say sorry?! I'm so messed up no wonder... My mom and dad are gone not even my aunt wanted me because I was a brat that didn't know when to quit! My dad and aunt were brother and sister she knew him more it hurt her one million more times than me and I was acting like a brat..

A Ungrateful,Worthless,Brat!

Ugh how could I do all that?!

Well I'm just going to act like lady first say sorry to Sebastian and then really. Start to act like a princess not a brat acting like one won't get me any where it didn't before so what's the point with this act?!.

After I'm done with Sebastian's lessons I'll be free to go home.. For some reason the thought of saying home made me frown I don't know why...

I shook it off the thought.

I looked outside oh it stopped hailing now it's raining again.. I hope there's no lightning... I walked to my door and saw Sebastian "Seb-" I was cut off by fear striking threw my body.

Lightning

I screamed and ran into Sebastian's chest hugging him tightly. I felt his body stiffen "My lady please follow me and join the others in a safe area in the manor because storm is getting worse" Sebastian said coldly I let him go and looked up his eyes flashed pink but when they became normal again..

His eyes were dull,no emotions, cold, While my eyes slowly looked down he probably doesn't even wish to speak to me it was probably an order by Ciel..

-Sebastian's pov-

I looked coldly at her hiding my pain I started to walk away then stopped not feeling her follow i slowly turned my head towards her again "Sebastian.. I'm sorry.." She said as tears came down her blue/green eyes.. I walked towards her slowly "I didn't mean it I just wasn't thinking-" I cut her off by putting my hand under her chin making her look at me. I bent down to her level "Listen to me. There's no reason to apologize nor to make an excuse to why you said it you do not share the same feelings as I hold for you it's something that I wished for and it can't be made so don't push yourself like this. I'm only a butler nothing more to you" I said turning around again "Now let's go the young master and the others are waiting." I said

Even if it pained me to say those words she'd only see me a butler..

-Iris's pov-

My eyes widen once again did he really just say that?! He doesn't know me he doesn't know MY feelings.

"See that's where your wrong I don't see you as a butler.." I mumbled "Pardon?" He asked

"Nothing let's go I know Ciel hates being kept waiting."
I said